Oh, when I overdose
Boy I want off of this rollercoaster
You take me high just to bring me down
Oh, when you bring me down (down)
I'm trying not to take to much
I'm in over my head
Over love, Boy I over trust
Give me the chance to break up the pieces you left me in
Why did I let you in
I woke up to my phone blasting overdose by Alessia Cara. I let it play out as the music brought my body back to life.
I got up from my warm bed and walked over to my bathroom to get ready for my shower. Taking my phone with me, I showered while listening to me favorite songs.
I could sing, I just didn't sing around people because of my anxiety. Anxiety has always been a big problem with me. It's kinda why I'm a loner now, and also the fact my mom doesn't want me to make friends. She says it takes away from my studies, but I been a straight A student ever since elementary school and I'm a junior in high school now.
I been through my home late night
I been sleeping pass daylight
I'm waking up you not by my side
Baby that ain't right
I want to be there with you
I really do be missing you
Everything I do I do it for you
And I really do, do adore you
You're getting so big now
And you're making me so proud
Cause you're such a star
And you know that you are
So every single little moment
I can't be there to hold your hand
I need for you to know that
Need for you to know that
If anything should happen
Anything should happen
Cause anything could,
If anything should happen
Know that you be alright
Know that you be alright
Promise you be alright
Promise you be alright
And anything,
As I sing the song Promises by Jhene Aiko I felt each word. Music was my escape from everything. It's my one good thing besides my bestfriend of books I have.
Around 20 minutes later I got out and did my daily routine of hygiene, makeup, hair, then clothes.
I decided to go with a black half top, with dark high waist jeans, and my black timberland. I put my natural hair up in a high bun since I didn't feel like doing anything special today with it. My natural girls out there know what I mean.
As I grabbed my keys off my hook my mom opened my door.
"Don't forget to take out the trash. " she said not even looking at me ,but at her watch making sure she has more than enough time to get to work.
