Baby I -- Josh

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A/N-- This chapter was requested by XIXmel on wattpad. If anyone wants to request an imagine, please read the chapter about requests. Thank you!

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Baby, I got love for thee so deep inside of me, I don't know where to start

I felt like I was shaking. All week I had been telling myself that I would tell Josh how I felt. Now that the time had come, I couldn't help myself from being nervous. What if he didn't feel the same way? What if he likes someone else more than he likes me? The negative thoughts kept racing through my head.

I sighed and did my best to shake the thoughts from my head. I sent a quick message to Josh telling him I had arrived at the house. I quickly brushed down my clothes and fixed my hair, my anxiety not seeming to fade. What was I going to say?

I looked up as soon as Josh pulled open the door. He grinned at me and welcomed me inside, the same thing that always happened when I came over. After grabbing a bunch of snacks, the two of us settled down onto his bed for a movie. A bowl of popcorn sat between us and I lost count of how many times we looked at each other during the movie. As soon as the credits began rolling, I knew it was time.

When I try to explain it I be sounding insane, the words don't ever come out right. I get all tongue-tied and twisted, I can't explain what I'm feeling

I turned to face Josh and my mouth went dry. Licking my lips, I searched for the words I wanted to say. "Josh, there's something I want to tell you," I started. "You know you can tell me anything, right?" He chuckled, nudging my shoulder.

I took a deep breath before I began. "I've been meaning to tell you this for a while, but I backed out every time out of fear. I really think I love you. You make me happy and you just fill me with this warmth I've never experienced before. I admire you for everything you do and I just want to be by your side for whatever you do in the future."

Josh's serious face turned into a grin and I felt a wave of relief wash over me. "God, I can not believe you feel the same way I do." He laughed, moving the bowl of popcorn and wrapping me up in his arms.

I cuddled into his chest, his beard tickling the top of my head. The two of us fell asleep like that, cuddled together. I woke up around dinner time, my stomach growling at the smell of food that had traveled up the stairs. Josh was no longer beside me so I could only assume that he was the reason for the smell.

Pulling on one of his hoodies, I went downstairs, tracing the smell to the kitchen. "What are you making?" I asked, earning a little jump from Josh as he turned around. "I'm making veggies to go with our chicken. Kind of like a home made Nando's." He shrugged, turning off the burner before leaning on the counter opposite me.

"Guess what?" He smiled, looking into my eyes.

"What?"

"You look really cute when you're asleep.

I blushed, looking down to the counter top.

"I love you, Josh."

"Not more than I love you."

"That will have to be an argument for another day," I said, leaning in and kissing him, silly grins on both of our faces.





A/N-- I just wanted to thank XIXmel for requesting this imagine. This is a little early present for her, but the big one is coming tomorrow. Happy early birthday!

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