Hearts Don't Break Around Here -- Simon

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A/N-- This chapter is written from Simon's point of view

Today had been a pretty usual day for me, just editing and uploading to my channels. But today the air had a different feel to it. It felt happy and light.

I spun around in my chair, looking towards the bed where my girlfriend was reading. I smiled and let out a sigh, my mind going back to all of the good times we've had. She meant everything to me and I wish words could express how I felt about her.

I got up from my chair and shuffled over to the bed. I got under the covers with her and nudged her arm with my head, desperate for her attention.

"Love me!" I begged. I could tell I had finally torn her gaze away from the book. I looked up at her, her eyes meeting mine. I grinned, wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her to me. I made myself comfortable by resting my chin on her head.

She is the sweetest thing that I know, you should see the way she holds me when the lights go low

"Did you know I'm proud of you?" I asked, taking one of her hands into mine. "The two of us have come so far and overcome so many things, but you more than I."

"Simon," she started, her cheeks turning a bit pink.

Shakes my soul like a pot hole, every time. Took my heart upon a one way trip, guess she went wandering off with it

"No, really. I remember the first time I went away while we were dating. You called me and you were crying because you were anxious. You slipped and hurt yourself and broke a plate. You kept saying that everything was going wrong, but I couldn't get a flight home until two days later so I sent one of the other boys to look out for you. I didn't want you to be home alone," I sighed. "I think that was when I realized that I love you."

I looked down at her, seeing her eyes closed and book moved to the bedside table. Her breathing was unchanged so I knew she was still awake.

I feel safe when you're holding me near, love the way you conquer your fear. You know hearts don't break around here

"Last time I went away, nothing happened. You only called to see how I was doing and you said that your anxiety stayed at bay. I was so happy when you told me, so full of pride. You've come so far in the time that I've known you."

I closed my eyes now too, enjoying the blanket of peace covering the two of us. It was like we were in our own little world. Nothing could come between us.

That every night I'll kiss you you'll say in my ear, oh we're in love aren't we? Hands in your hair, fingers and thumbs baby

"Our house is a home now, we made it like this together. Without you, this room would've stayed cold, stayed a man cave with such little personality that it could have been a box," I laughed. "You came in and you made the place so bright and so warm and so comfortable. It really is home. This place is ours."

Spent my summer time beside her, and the rest of the year the same. She is the flint that sparks the lighter, and the fuel that will hold the flame

"Simon, there's something I think you should know," she started, the two of us opening our eyes so we could look at each other. "I'm pregnant."

"Are you serious?" I asked, my hand instinctively sliding over her stomach. My child.

"Yeah, our home is about to be even more of a home." She smiled.

"I wouldn't want my home to be with anyone else."

Well I found love in the inside the arms of a woman I know, she is the lighthouse in the night that will safely guide me home. And I'm not scared of passing over, or the thought of growing old



A/N-- So this chapter wasn't big because of it's length, but its big because of all the feels. I feel like this came out really well. I hope you liked it!

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