Marry me?

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(Warning sad stuff)

Mark

Breathing into my hands to warm them up I patiently waited for Jinyoung underneath a glowing streetlight. Today is the day my future is decided. Looking up at the sky I noticed that the light had a strange form. It looked like a noose . Why am I thinking this? Maybe I'm depressed,"Hey babe!" I heard that excited squeal I fell in love with. Turning with a nervous smile stretched on my face I caught him in my arms when he jumped at me,"Awe~ did my Jinyoungie miss me?" I felt him nod into the crook of my neck,"Um, Jinyoung?" My nerves appeared all over again as I forcefully put him down. He looked at me sad and confused,"What's wrong?"

Taking a deep breath I reached for my back pocket,"Nothing, everything is amazing actually-" I gulped loudly grasping the box in my sweating hands. Shaking I got down on one knee,"-I just need to ask you something." I saw Jinyoung gasp, covering his mouth with his hand,"M-Mark?" Closing my eyes I opened it to present the ring I had bought him. I remember how long it took me to choose it. I only wanted perfection for my Jinyoungie,"Jinyoung...I remember when I met you. In college-" "Mark." I shook my head at him,"Don't interrupt me. I fell in love with you quickly Jinyoung and I was so nervous to ask you out but now I've realized I need-" "Mark!" "-you in my life forever."

"Mark the answer is no!"

My eyes widened in shock, already welling up with tears,"W-what?" Before I could say anything else Jinyoung pulled me off the ground,"I'm sorry Mark....but I don't want to marry you." His expressionless face only hurt more,"But, you told me you loved me." He scoffed,"I'm not ready for this talk Mark. Maybe it's better if we just-" "No please don't say it!" "- break up."

Jinyoung don't leave me. I watched him walk away, my heart breaking in two. Looking back up at the street light I was brought back to my earlier thoughts. The light looks like a noose. Realizing what I could do I quickly started searching for a way to get up high enough to hang myself,"Please work." I begged to every possible God out there. Finally managing to reach my head towards it I punch the glass, feeling happy as it broke.

"Finally!" Placing my head through the gap I felt the glass pierce my skin. The pain was blocked out by my sorrow as the world went black.




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So I decided to kinda write a sad one shot after not updating for so long......






Just kidding this isn't the end you lucky people

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Mark


Breathing into my hands to warm them up I patiently waited for Jinyoung underneath a glowing streetlight, the same light I had asked him to be my boyfriend under. No one was in sight, perfect. I had texted him earlier that he had to meet me, immediately. I could practically feel the worry in his reply but I didn't have the nerve or time to reassure him. Today is the day my future is decided. Looking up at the sky I gave a nervous smile. Oh please don't go horribly wrong. Why am I thinking this? Everything will be fine. I hope.

"Hey babe!" I heard that excited squeal I fell in love with. Turning with a nervous smile stretched on my face I caught him in my arms when he jumped at me.

"Awe~ did my Jinyoungie miss me?" I felt him nod into the crook of my neck,"Um, Jinyoung?" My nerves appeared all over again as I gently put him down. He looked at me worried and confused.

"What's wrong?" Taking a deep breath I reached for my back pocket, my hands clasping the velvety surface.

"Nothing, everything is amazing actually-" I gulped loudly grasping the box in my sweating hands. Shaking I got down on one knee,"-I just need to ask you something." I saw Jinyoung gasp, covering his mouth with his hand.

"M-Mark?" Closing my eyes I opened it to present the ring I had bought him. I remember how long it took me to choose it. I only wanted perfection for my Jinyoungie because he deserved every effort.

"Jinyoung...I remember when I met you. In college. You were sitting alone in the library and I couldn't find those stupid history books." Jinyoung let out a choked up chuckle.

"Mark." I shook my head at him, my eyes now open to see his frozen state. My heart quickened at the smile on his face.

"Don't interrupt me. I fell in love with you quickly Jinyoung and I was so nervous to ask you out but I realized I needed to. And now more than ever I realize that I need you, and I want to marry you. I want to wake up every morning of my life next to you. Call you my husband. Do you want that too? Will you marry me Jinyoung?" My hands shook in anticipation, the silence making me close my eyes again.

"Why in the hell would I say no Tuan?" Opening my eyes I watched in slight shock as Jinyoung pulled me from the ground and into his embrace,"The last thing I'd want to do is wake up have you not be there. It's a yes, okay?" Pulling out of the hug I gave him my biggest smile.

"Good." Grabbing him by his jacket I pulled him flush against me, capturing his lips in a passionate kiss.


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Tadaaaaaaaaa

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