#Imagine You find out he cutted himself

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Luke:

''Luke! I'm back, I have pizza!'' You yell from downstairs and close the door. ''Luke?'' you yell again. You walk into the kitchen and place the pizza on the counter. You look around but you don't see Luke. You walk upstairs, hoping to find him there. You knock on the bathroom door because it's locked. ''Luke? Are you in?'' You hear someone gasping. ''Luke please open the door! What's happening in there?'' You immediately begin to think of what he could do. He could cheat on you, or maybe worse! ''W-wait one minute babe'' he quietly says. ''I'll wait in the bedroom'' you say and walk away. Luke has some explaining to do. Finally, you see him coming in. ''Luke is everything okay?'' ''Super. Everything's super'' he smiles and tries to kiss you, but you look away. ''Wow okay then'' he mumbles. ''What were you doing in there?'' you ask him nervously. ''Nothing special, brushing my teeth and stuff'' ''Man you're such a bad liar'' you snap and stand up. ''Where are you going?'' he asks and follows you. ''Be honest to me for fuck sake!'' ''But-'' ''NO! HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL THAT YOU MIGHT.. CHEAT ON ME OR SOMETHING-'' ''OKAY!'' Luke yells back. It's silence. He rolls up his sleeve and you gasp. You see cuts, but the cuts aren't fresh and new. ''Luke, I, I don't know what to say, I-'' you start to cry. ''Please don't cry'' he says and hugs you. ''Why, Luke? Why? Is it because of me?'' ''NO! Not at all.. I mean.. Come'' He says and leads you to the bed. ''The cuts are old. Everybody knows it. And I was about to make them again because..Look, I still have troubles with my past. With my dad and stuff. I still can't believe what that.. bastard did. I wish he was dead. He left my mom and us in so much pain.'' Luke starts to cry a bit too. You rub his back. ''It's okay. My past wasn't fun too. But the past is what happened. Try to let it go, like Beau and Jai. I'm here for you, okay? And don't ever try to hurt yourself again because you're worth so much.'' He smiles a bit. ''Thank you'' he says and you hug him.

Jai:

You're sitting with Jai on the edge of the swimming pool, only your legs are in the water. ''Jai, let's go swimming. No one is around'' You say with a smirk. ''Eh.. I don't know..'' he says. ''Why not? The rest of the boys are on the beach, we're alone" you say and giggle a bit. ''No, okay?'' He says and stands up. ''Fine then. What's up?'' ''Nothing, I just don't.. I'm tired'' he says and tries to walk away, but you quickly hold him. ''OUCH!'' he gasp. ''Wow that couldn't hurt so much'' You say and you let go of his wrist. ''How can you know'' he snaps. ''Never mind. I'm stupid, I'm dumb, I don't know anything. Okay then. Bye Jai'' ''Don't you dare to walk away from me'' He says and pushes you up against the wall. ''I can do what I want because you  clearly don't want to do ANYTHING'' You say. He lets you go. ''I'm sorry.. I don't want to swim because..'' He rolls up his sleeve and you see old cuts. You look at them with your eyes wide. ''Where.. where are these from?'' ''Don't worry, they're old..'' He says. ''Jai..'' you say with a sob and you hug him. ''You can tell me everything, okay? I will always be there for you'' You say and look at him. ''I know.. I promised my mom then that I wouldn't do it ever again.. It's going better, but sometimes I feel like doing it.. But that feeling will go over soon''  He smiles. ''But why did you do it then?'' You ask him. ''It's because all the memories.. Because how it  went with Ariana and how I don't deserve you.. I don't want to loose you like I lost her'' He says. ''If there should be anyone who doens't deserve you, than it would be me, Jai'' You say and he kisses you softly. ''I love you''  ''I love you too, Jai''.

Beau:

Beau is laying on the bed with you. You notice that he's asleep. You smile and take a picture of it. You smile at how cute he looks. ''Beau.. Wake up'' You say and you shake his arm. You notice something at his arm. You look at it. ''OMG NO'' you shout and stand up. ''Oy, what's up?'' Beau says. You're shocked of what you saw. ''I eh..'' You start. Beau notices you staring at his arm. ''Fuck..'' he mumbles. ''Babe it isn't what it looks like. The cuts are old'' He says. ''But still..'' You say and you start tearing up. ''Don't cry please, or else I need too'' He says and chuckles a bit. ''I don't want you to hurt yourself EVER again.. Because, I love you..'' You say and look down. ''I won't. It was a long time ago because.. People were saying stuff about me and I simply couldn't handle it anymore. Don't worry, I searched help then with my mom. It's going great since I have you'' He tries to smile. ''Come here'' You say and pull him into an hug. ''I'm so happy you wanted help because it can helps you. People who cut NEED help. So, you can say I'm proud of you and it's amazing to see how you're staying strong because, I know the feeling'' You say. ''See, this is why I love you'' he says and kisses you softly.

James:

''Honey, I'm back'' James says and closes the door. You're sitting on the couch in the living room, reading a book. ''Hey James, how was gym?'' You ask. ''Uh great. I'm going to take a shower, okay?'' ''Wait, James..'' You say and walk over to him. ''We could take one together..'' you smirk. ''Uh, I eh.. can't, because..'' He looks away. ''Go read your book'' he smiles. ''What? Okay but, what? Why are you doing like this? We didn't 'do' it like.. 2 weeks! Is everything okay with you?'' You ask worried. ''I'm fine'' ''Please James. I know you're not because otherwise, you wouldn't act like this. I notice it all, James. Now, tell me what's the matter'' You say. ''Is there another woman..'' ''NO! Not at all, silly!'' he says. ''Don't get mad at me or something because I knew what I did was stupid and I've learned of it and and and'' ''James'' ''and I won't do it ever again because I love you and and and'' ''JAMES'' ''and of course I'm stupid and stuff and I didn't know why I did it but and and'' ''JAMES FOR GOD SAKE!'' you yell. It's quiet. ''Sorry'' he says and looks down. He shows you the cuts on his leg. ''They're old, don't worry'' he says. You're tearing up. ''I'm an idiot, sorry'' ''You're not.. Why did you do this?'' you ask and he's tearing up too. ''Everyone saw me as 'the fat one' from the Janoskians. I went to the gym and stuff, but still; I can still hear what they've said about me, but it's going better now, so don't worry'' He says. ''Don't worry? How can I not fucking worry about the love of my life?'' you shout a bit and hug him tightly. ''I love you so much, don't ever do it again please'' You sob. ''I won't, okay, it was a stupid mistake. I've searched help and it's going a lot better now'' he says and smiles a bit. ''Now, how about to take that shower together?'' he smiles and you smile a bit too.

Daniel:

''Daniel, where are you?'' you yell. ''I'm outside!'' He yells back. You walk outside and seeing him sitting on the edge of the street. ''Everything okay?'' You ask him. ''Uh yeah? why not'' he laughs. ''Well, because you drunk A LOT last night, we didn't slept together, you were yelling stuff about your mom? and well, yeah. So, I'm worried'' you say. ''Fuck. Sorry babe. What did I said about my mom?'' Daniel asks now, interested. ''You yelled that she was a whore, a reason why someone needs to cut'' You look down. ''I love her, I was drunk. D-don't pay attention to it'' Daniel says. You suddenly grab his arm. ''So, it's true..'' You say. Daniel immediately pulls his arm away. ''What is true?'' He says, like he doesn't know. ''Fine. I didn't wanted you to see them because you would be worried and they're old anyways'' ''But Daniel, I'm your girlfriend, how could I not worry about you?I will always be there for you because I love you, I love you so much'' ''I love you too'' He says and you both end up in each others arms.

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