#Imagine Some time with the Janoskians

#Imagine He hits you [Part 2]

Luke:

You had just woken up with a huge headache. You still have dried tears on your cheeks from what happened last night. You couldn't stop crying and you could barely sleep. You only slept for a couple of hours. Your eyes are still bloodshot red. You have a little, but visible, bruise on your cheek where Luke has slapped you. You bite your lip, not willing to cry anymore. You're too tired, you're drained. You're in too much pain to even do one little thing. You get up and walk downstairs, still in your pyjama's. You don't care anymore. You check your phone. No more messages from Luke. No more sweet 'Goodnight''s before you go to bed. No more kisses from his soft, plump lips. "Luke..." You sob. Forget him, says a voce in your head. Remember what he did. You shrug it off. "Fuck you, Luke" you whisper. You walk to the bathroom, finding a bottle with pills. You take it downstairs and place it on the counter. Before you take a glass of water, you hear the door. "Luke" you gasp when you opened the door. "Please, can I come in?" He says. He has also bloodshot red eyes from crying. His hair is messy, and he has big bags under his eyes, like you. "I don't really think--" "Please. Please (Y/N). I am wrong. And I'm sorry. It shouldn't happened. I'm so sorry" he slowly says. He walks in your house and you turn around. "Luke p-please go away" You start to sob a bit. He doesn't leave. That's when it came to you. "GO AWAY! YOU HURTED ME! YOU PROMISED ME THAT YOU WOULD NEVER HURT ME! LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE!" You yell and you're shaking uncontrollably. He walks up to you, grabbing your wrists like the night before, but this time is he much more softer. "(Y/N), calm down," he softly says but you keep yelling. "(Y/N)!" He yells now. You sob harder and harder. "L-let me g-go" you say and he lets go of you. He walks over to the kitchen and stops. He catches his breath. He turn back to you with the bottle with pills in his hand. "D-did you.. D-did you wanted t-to take this.. In...?" He sobs slightly, showing you the bottle. "I don't r-really know.." you say and start to cry a bit, your hands covering your face. You feel two arms wrapping around you. "I'm sorry.. I almost lost y-you because of m-me" he says swallowing each word he says.

Jai:

You're at your friends house, telling her her everything what happened last night. "I feel so sorry for you. He's a jerk" she says and hugs you. He's a jerk.. It hurts hearing that. You cringe a bit at words. "What?" She asks. "Nothing" you mumble, still sobbing. "You still love him," she says, coming closer to you, wrapping an arm around your shoulder, "After all the things he has said, and done, you still love him". "Of course I do!," you almost yell, bursting into tears, "I don't want to lose him! I feel so much for him". She sighs, looking at you with a worried face. "(Y/N).. He fucking slapped you. How dare he?!" She spats. You feel the pain in your cheek again. You dry your tears. "I'm going to talk with him. Now" you decide and stand up. "You're not the smartest person I know," your friend sighs, "but if that's what you want to do, than I will support you". You smile. She's the best. "Thank you" you sigh smiling. You quickly hug her and leave. You walk in Jai's street and you're so nervous. Thoughts running through your mind. What if he doesn't care? I mean, he has slapped you before. What if he has already another girlfriend? What if he doesn't even want to talk with you, or see you again? You sigh deeply. You are in the front of his door now. You don't know what to do. "Nevermind" you whisper to yourself, and turn around. But you hear a voice behind you. "(Y/N)..". You turn around, seeing Jai looking bad as ever. "H-hi" you say, looking down. "What eh.. What are you doing h-here?" He asks, "You... Y-you can come in if y-you want". You look away, not knowing what to do. "I'm fine." You say. "I was just.. Walking here" you lie with a weak smile. Great lie, not. "I should go" you say. You walk away, but still hearing Jai calling your name. "I'm sorry." You turn around. "I love you." He quietly says. He looks away. He suddenly walks up to you and kisses you passionately.

Beau:

You had wake up already, and you don't even feel close to good. You've no idea what to do. You want to call your friend, but you see 18 missed calls and 21 texts from.. Who else can it be, It's Beau. You open the texts. You shock. One new message caught your eye. Why is he sending that to you? You read: Hey, just wanted to say that if you don't reply in 5 minutes than... Than we're done. Your phone almost fell out of your hands. Should you be sad? Or happy? Should you reply or not? Maybe he is just checking you, if you forgive him. But you don't forgive easily. You may forgive, but not forget. You walk over to the kitchen to grab something to eat. You see a huge bouquet of red and white roses in a vase on the kitchen counter. You furrow your eyebrows. You didn't saw any flowers at all. You walk to it, and there's a little yellow note: I don't want to be done. You start to sob a bit. "Beau.." "Yes.." A huskily voice says behind you. You turn around. "How did you-" "You left your keys at home last night.." Beau slightly says and gives you the keys. "I know, some flowers can't make up everything, but I just want to apologise about last night.. I'm such an idiot sometimes.." He sighs and rubs one of his eyes with the palm of his hands, "I can't stop thinking about you". You sigh. "I don't know if this is worth it. Thank you, but.. It's hard, you know," You look away. "You should go, no offence but.. I want to be left alone". He nods and walks up to you. His hand trails down your cheek. "I love you.". You want to kiss him so badly, and forget all about it, but it can't. It's hard. It's complicated. He should feel now how you felt last night. Broken.

James:

"There's no one else like you" You hear James his voice speaking to you over the phone. He called you with an anonymous number, and you of course picked up. After last night, you didn't wanted to talk or see him ever again. And now he's talking to you. You want to decline.. "Don't decline me, please" You hear his voice again. It's like he can read your mind. "You're my one and only. I never meant to hurt you" "Hmm sure" You say in a tone you didn't wanted to. "Thank God you're listening," James says after, "I know just a phone call won't make anything up, but at least I want to know if you're okay. You sure don't want to see me, right?". If I am okay? Boy what the fuck is wrong with you, you think. Saying 'no' seams weak, but you don't want to lie to him either. And do I want to see him? Never.. "Hello..? You still there?" "James, you fucking act like nothing happened. I don't know what I want right now. Thinking became impossible for me, and all because of you, you James!," You blur out. Nothing can stop you now "And you expect a normal answer from me? Fuck off". You sounded like a jealous twat, which you didn't wanted to sound like. "No wait James, I don't mean-" "-No it's okay. I get it why you're angry, I should of have understood you before.. I just want to apologise from last night" And with that, he hangs up. You roll your eyes of how dramatical he can be, but he actually has the right to be. And nothing you can do about it.

Daniel:

"I'm not letting you go" He says while holding your wrist. He has no clue that he's hurting you more and more. You're currently outside the club with him. "D-daniel, people are looking..." You say and weakly point at the people who surrounded you both. "I don't care! They need to see how much I love you, and that you can't leave me like that!" He says and pulls you closer. What's wrong with him? It scares the fuck out of you. Suddenly, a boy comes up, and pulls you out from Daniel's grip. "Leave her alone, you don't deserve someone like her!" He's quit gorgeous, but you have more important things to take care of. "Mind your own business" Daniel speaks through gritted teeth. You don't want a fight so you start to walk away, muttering "Leave me alone" to Daniel. You keep walking, and you hear people yelling and clapping in their hands. You don't even dare to turn around and look what is happening. There's nothing you can do, and suddenly: everything goes black.