#Imagine Some time with the Janoskians

#Imagine Breaking up with him

Luke:

'Love never ends'. That's what they all say. But it isn't always true. It does ends. After the hundredth of fight with Luke, you don't feel the love as in the beginning. These past weeks aren't full of passion, of love. It's just fighting about insignificant stuff. Are you two growing apart? You don't want to think that. No. It's not true. But maybe it is. Time flies and you're wasting it on someone who you don't truly love anymore. You feel tears coming up. You don't want to lose him.. But what's the point if we don't feel the love between each other? "Luke, can I talk to you for a second" you say from downstairs. "Yeah babe" Luke smiles, he's looking fresh. He just came out of the shower. He only has a towel wrapped around his waist. You focus on the water drops falling from his torso. He looks so good. "Liking the view?" He teases. You shake your head, coming back to reality. "What I wanted to say was:... Eh," you feel uncomfortable. You can't even speak properly. It's like your throat is full of glue. You have to, is the only thing you think. "Helloooo" Luke says and waves in your face. "I'm going to get ready, be back in ten minutes" and with that, he kisses you and walks upstairs. You start to sob. It's for the best, but will you be able to ever let Luke go? You collapse on the couch. Can you do this to him? How will he react? Will he be mad? Or relieved? Maybe he wanted to break up a long time ago. You start to shake. Soon you'll know.

You're asleep but you feel some arms around you. You look around and see Luke in his pajama. He kisses you. "You're the cutest" he says and kisses your nose. You look away. Please Luke, not now. You give him a weak smile. "What do you wanted to talk about, babe?" He asks, and the word 'babe' makes you feel.. Uncomfortable? You don't know. "Well if you ain't talking, I'm gonna let you talk" he smirks and start kissing your neck, up to you ear. With a reflex, you push him away. "I'm breaking up with you". Luke's smile fades with the second. "You.. You're.." He bites his lip, not willing to cry. "I'm so sorry Luke, but it's for the best of us. I'm just not really into it anymore, I'm sorry for breaking up. I just don't feel the love between us like before. I hope you understand.." You don't look at him anymore, you feel guilt. Guilt boiling up inside you. "But I love you" Luke says. "I love you so much, please" you knew he wouldn't understand. "Be mature and understand me, please Luke. I love you too, but more as a friend. I'm sorry" and with that, you stand up. "I hope you will understand. I know how you're feeling.. But" you start to cry. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" you cry. He stands up and wraps his arms around you. "It's okay, shh shh. I'm here" he whispers. You hear him sob. It will take time to recover, but it's gonna be okay. You decide to go home.

You wake up, without Luke by your side. You sigh. You stand up to get ready, and you take a look at yourself in the mirror. Dried tears all over your cheeks, your eyes are red and you look broken. But you also feel... Relieved. You feel somehow free, peaceful. You had a nice time with Luke, but it's over now.

Jai:

You got these days, where you feel.. Worthless. You only want to cry and cry and cry it all out. The past months, you have only been crying. You don't know what the problem is, but Jai doesn't pays attention to it at all. "Babeeee, I'm home" you hear from the hallway. A topless Jai appears. You quickly dry your eyes and shot him a smile. "How was gym?" "Nice, can't you see the difference?" He says and shows his abs. You smile. "Going to take a shower, I'll be right back" he kisses you and walks away. You start to think more about life, and about Jai ofcourse. Why aren't you happy with him? You sigh again. You rub you your eyes. "You okay?" You hear a voice behind you. Jai. "Uh yes" you answer with sniff. "Can you please tell me why the fuck are you crying so much lately? Don't think that I haven't noticed it" he slightly spats. "Excuse me" "Yeah, I've noticed it. Fuck sake, are you gonna answer me or what?" He's getting angrier with the second, slightly scaring you. "Jai you can't expect an answer from me if you react like this!" You yell. "Oh so now we're gonna switch rolls huh? Just tell it me already!" He yells and grabs your wrist. "Jai stop it! You're acting pathetic!" You loosen from his grip. "Oh so now I am pathetic? You're crying day in day out and not even telling me why?" "You're not even asking!" "Oh so now this is all my fault? So what are you going to do, huh?-" "I'm breaking up with you!" You yell back. His eyes widen. It takes minutes for you to realise what you've said. Was this the right moment? "Are you.. Serious?" He slowly asks. "Yes.." You look down. "Only because we had this fucking argument?" "No Jai. I've wanted this for a long time, but I had my doubts.." You feel your tears in your eyes. "But-"
"I have no choice" You say, and moments later, you decide to go home.

Beau:

Is it bad, staying with someone, but you don't have really feelings for him anymore? Because you don't think you have anymore feelings for Beau. Every time, when you go out, he accuses you of cheating or something. It's absolutely exhausting to be in a relationship when you don't love that person like before. Once it's gone, it's forever gone. "I've ordered pizza" you hear Beau from the kitchen, walking towards you. You're not paying attention to him. "Okay?" He says. "Uh yeah all good" you say back, not looking at him. He takes a seat beside you and places his hand on your thigh. You swallow a bit. "I never met a girl like you before" he smiles and looks at you. Say it, say it. "Look Beau, we need to talk" you nervously say. "What now?" He says, getting uncomfortable. "Is it what I think it is...?" He slowly guesses. You nod and start to cry. "Fuck..." He places his hand on his forehead. "Why? Why?!" "B.. Because I don't think I will go any further with you anymore. Where's the love we used to have? Where's the Beau who never accused me?" You stutter. "I'm sorry." You walk away. "It had to be like this" "Don't you dare to walk away from me! We aren't done yet" he says and follows you. "I think we are.." And before you go, you quickly peck him on the lips the last time and wipe one of his tears away.

James:

Relationships had their up and downs, but not being confident in it, is an other story. Like your relationship with James now. You get that weird feeling, you don't feel confident. It almost makes you unhappy. You always make sure that James is happy, and you completely forget about yourself. Maybe that's the problem. "BOO!" You hear someone shout and you almost fell. "JAMES I ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK!" You shout. He can't stop laughing. "Hahahahha sorry babe, you're just so cute". He wraps his arms around you, making you nervous. You don't want to break up, but staying with him seems pointless. "James.. Remember: You're an amazing boy. So sweet and caring. You're very good looking and so funny-" You start. "But..." James cuts you off. "But.." You can't speak anymore and begin to cry. "I don't want this either but- but-" you sob. "Shh.." James looks at you. "It's okay if you want to break up. As long as you're happy. It.. It hurts. But it's for the best" he says sadly. "Thank you for understanding.. I'm so sorry" you sob. He wipes your tears away. "It's okay."

Daniel:

Daniel, I'm breaking up with you. It seems so easy, but honey believe me, it isn't. Sometimes it's because for yourself. You need to ask yourself if you see your whole life with him. "Daniel. Daniel?" You are searching for Daniel, needing to talk to him about some things. You open the door of the bedroom, seeing him sitting on the bed, with his head burrowed in his hands. "Daniel, you okay?" You ask him and sit beside him. "I've heard that you wanted to break up" he says and continues sobbing. You freeze. How did he know? "How.." "Is it true?! IS IT?" He yells. "Yes.." "Why didn't you tell me?" He sighs. "I wanted! I wanted to do it slowly and.." You start to cry a bit. "I'm so sorry. I didn't meant to-" "You know what? Leave please" he says quietly. You don't know what to do right now. "But-" "Leave." You quickly kiss him and walk away.
Couple of days later, you feel relieved.

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