This Thing Called Life

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Nani💟

"So there's a baby in here" deon said staring at my stomach.

"Yeah" I Told him. This is interesting for him. He's the youngest child so he's never really experienced a pregnancy. It's cute to me because He's so interested.

"Oh" he said still staring.

"You can touch it" I giggled

"Won't it hurt?" He asked looking up at me. I shook my head no. We were laying in my bed and he was laying on my legs.

"There's an opening at the hospital to be a receptionist and at the office I have all the requirements for both jobs." I said scrolling on my computer.

"Do whichever one excites you" he told me.

"That's the Issue they both do" I sighed.

" if you're a receptionist after you have the baby you can just move to the back" he said. I nodded in agreement. I filled out the application and felt a warm hand touch my stomach. I looked over my computer to see deon slowly rubbing it. I smiled to my self at the thought of us being parents. I know it's a hard task but I'm willing to do what it takes. After work next week I go to see the house the girls liked. It's a lot going on but this is what I have to do.

Kay📚

"Babe" Giovanni said tapping me

"Yes ?" I said bluntly

"What's wrong with you?" He said

"Nothing" I said plainly.

"Yeah Okay" he said. He pinned me on the bed and started laughing at me struggle to get out his grip. It wasn't funny to me so I started to dig him he still wouldn't give up.

"Fine. I wanna go out and do something. I don't wanna be cooped up in the house all the time" I said.

"Why didn't you just ask?" He said letting go. I shrugged my shoulders.

"So what do you wanna do?" He asked. I shrugged my shoulders again.

"Wanna Go To the beach?" He asked.

"Yeah. We can go tomorrow" I told him.

"That's Not what's really on your mind is it?" He said. I looked down for a second and looked back up at him.

"No" I said.

"So what's up?" He asked. I sighed laying on his chest.

"I wanna know Where did you go when ya left?"I asked looking up at him

"I can't tell you" he said

"Why Not?" I asked sitting up.

"I just can't" he said raising his voice a little.

"Why can't you. In a Relationship there shouldn't be any secrets" I yelled.

"When were we ever in a relationship?" He yelled. I just stared at him feeling hurt angry and sad he grabbed my hand and I snatched it away walking out his room.

"Please kay I'm sorry. I didn't mean it" he called after me. I just got in my car and drove straight to Ivy's house. Mama Christine answered the door in a cat onesie with a bag of lays chips.

"Hey Ma" I said hugging her.

"Hi baby Ivy's in the library " She said stepping back so I could come in. I went to The computer room and found ivy typing something. The library is just a room with books a few chairs a couch and 2 computers. It's set up like Library though.

"Hey Dirty" she said punching my arm.

"First off ow second of all Hello Bitch" I said

"What brings you here?" She asked putting on her glasses and taking a clipboard off the couch. I told her everything and just broke down and cried. Everyone needs one of the moments sometimes.