"I'm almost done Mom."
I was filled with grief while saying those words;
Emptiness fulfilled my being
Losing someone,
Hoping for something...
Wishing for nothing.
How could it be just like this?
Suffer without ceasing!
The shed of blood,
The wait of absence?
Even relying on ineffective?
Though the world deprived me;
Pleasure was stolen,
Moment of vitality lost,
I am tired!
Exhausted!
Can I make it through?
Or shall I say—
I had to give up?
I tried to shut my eyes that's blurred with tears
And let my sanity go to where you are;
To where I could reach and kiss you again,
To where I could hear your voice with tenderness.
But—
But I failed!
I failed to hug you again,
I failed to hear your sweet loving voice,
I failed to say how much I am thankful—
Thankful to have you, Mom!
I love you
and
I miss you!
