The Deep Rose 🌹🌕

"Resisting You"

This part takes place after "The Beast Inside". For the rest of the day I've been upstairs keeping myself busy mainly to avoid any kind of contact with Ethan. After he went off of me, I just have to keep my distance away. I'm in my room now sitting on my bed messing around with my lap & also going through the newspaper & my magazines, just resting hoping the time pass by quickly, then I heard a knock on my door & then it open it was Ethan. "Hey U coming down soon, dinner is almost ready,"he told me, but I just ignore him. "Look Liv I'm sorry about earlier today, I shouldn't have talk down to U like that. I knew you were just trying to help. Can we at least talk ?"he went on. I sat up & took a small deep breath out & said "I don't want U to say ur sorry to me, I've said the word sorry many time to others before & all I do is feel bad, & I don't want U to feel bad so just stop it." I finally told him. "But I do feel bad, I shouldn't have said all those things to U, "he said back to me. "I've seen U go off before, & idk I get frighten sometimes, which is why I've been struggling on how I feel about U." I said getting up. "I don't understand,"he said back getting confuse now. I turned to look back at him, "People are either mesmerize by u or imitated by u Ethan & sometimes it makes me sick bc", I took another deep breath, "Because I think about you constantly, but I know someone like you or look like you won't give someone like me the time of day. You probably wouldn't actually see me, see me in that #wheelchair passing by. You probably wouldn't acknowledge me if we didn't even have the connections to Han". I said everything in relieve. He looked at me all seriously. "So that what you think all this time ?" He asked slowly begging the realization of it. To be continue.