The Deep Rose 🌹🌕

"Resisting You" (Part 2)

"So thats what you were thinking all this time ?" Ethan asked seriously. I just kept putting my head down thinking about what I'm gonna say next. "Liv please look at me, don't you even hear yourself of what you just said. I thought we went over this way before." Ethan still talking & he got up & walk towards me. (I'm sitting on my desk chair.) "I'm no better than U, how many times do I have to say it or prove to U," he said lifting my chin up. "I just think you have it easier than me, some people act like I chose to have a physical disability they look at me like I'm contagious or something & when they look at you it's like they see one of those sparkling vampires from the Twilight series or #ChristianGrey or David Beckham even U have it I guess", I told him finally. "Wow I appreciate those types of compliments especially coming from U", he said sorta scarcastically. "But u are wrong ,I always felt like a outsider actually when I was younger people would make fun of my height saying I was too tall. They would call me that giant tree trunk or a that giraffe. Idk I always though people were cruel so I ended up getting into fights with them. I know thats not the best way to solve anything but it's what I knew at that time," he was explaining it to me. "So please honey U got to stop thinking this way. We're at the same level", he said wiping my tears with his fingers. & then said "I'm sorry for yelling at you earlier, U were just looking out for me.""Well U always look after me, I don't understand why I can't do the same for u, we're gonna be training soon to be (agents) & with this path we are taken is gonna be unexpected, I need to know we're gonna have each other backs." I said to him. "I always have your back Liv." He said leaning in & kissing the side of my cheek."I want to believe you, but I just don't right now". I quietly said & then left my room. To be continue