Stay With Me (Dean Ambrose)

Ch. 4

We were currently in Alabama doing a house show I wasn't scheduled to make my debut till next Monday due to not having the script prepared. "Krystal your needed for fitting" I looked at them weirdly "your getting a new gear but we need measurements"

"why can't I use the same attire as before" I asked them 

"they change it up a bit" Rose shrugged "make it more sexy I guess" 

I waited for 30 minutes for them to get done they hanged me a top and bottom to try I walked into the dressing room they made and changed I walked out and stood on a thick pallet 

"I love it" I looked up to see Renee and Jon standing there 

"turn" Rose was turning me

I laughed "my ass is like out"

"that's the point" she looked up at me

"see you later" Renee walked off with Jon but a minute later Jon came back he came and stood in front of me he eyed me up and down 

"would your girlfriend be mad at you for doing this" Rose stopped looking at Jon

I laughed "it's fine he's a friend" she looked at me shaking her head "what you want"

"what you doing later" he placed his hands in his pockets "if nothing maybe we can get dinner and talk about things"

I looked at him oddly "if it's about the past no" I stated I seriously didn't want to talk about it 

He grunted and walked away I rolled my eyes "boys like him like's to get in trouble" she looked at me 

"what you mean" I wanted to know 

She looked around "before he met Renee he had his fair share of the girls" she coughed "he'd bang any girl that came his way well he had his type then he met Renee he's still eyeing other girls" 

I laughed I never imagine Jon being one of those men he was really faithful to me when we were together but yet we were always together. 

"babe" Colby came up to me eyeing me "sexy" he pulled me into a hug he leaned in "you should wear this tonight but damn I need to stop thinking about it" he whispered 

"I can hear you" Rose looked at Colby his face turned red then laughed 

I laughed "aren't you going to see your friend perform tonight" I titled my head 

He smirked nodding "you sure you don't want to come" I nodded leaning down and kissing him 

"you go have fun" I got off the stool and walked into the changing room Colby followed but Rose  stopped him I couldn't help to laugh 

After Raw I ended up going to the hotel while Colby went off the arena where his friend Vic was performing with his band I changed into shorts and a tank top I grabbed my laptop but before I could turn it on I heard a knock I got up to open to see it was Jon 

"can we talk" he asked with his hands in his pocket I let him in "can I please explain"

I rolled my eyes "I don't want to know" 

"but I need to tell you" he cut me off 

I sat on the bed "if I wanted to know I would've went to you years ago" 

He came and sat down to "I didn't leave because I didn't love you"

"apparently you never loved me" I stood up and walked to the door "no man who loves someone would just get up and leave for no reason" 

He looked down then got up "I had to leave okay I had to leave" he his anger rose he got closer "I couldn't do anything I couldn't become who I am today because of" he stopped 

"because of me" I said softly "because of me" I pointed to myself "I didn't stop you I told you to follow I'd be right there for you" I hit his shoulder lightly "but apparently I just held you back" I started to cry "okay you told me why you can leave" I didn't look at him 

He placed his hands on my face but I pushed them away "I did love you Krissy" he backed up  

"yeah okay like I'm suppose to believe you after this" I laughed "just go"

He took a couple steps closer "I'm sorry" 

"go to hell" I walked past him and into the bathroom 

Jon POV

I walked out of her room I didn't tell you the truth I should've but yet I put the blame on myself truth is I was given a opportunity to wrestle and travel but it came with a price giving up Krystal. The guy was best friends with her family a guy her family wanted her to be with of course they didn't want her to be with me due to my family not being rich or how I was so they paid and gave me the opportunity and it worked I'm where I want to be. I did kick myself in the ass sometimes and I did go back home and peeped in on her but I couldn't just go barge back in she was engaged to guy Reid who made my wrestling career kick off.

 I walked into my room and walked to the bathroom and started the shower I pulled my phone out and texted my friend Brian I needed to talk to someone I couldn't tell Renee about my past with Krystal not just yet Colby don't even know and I think that's my worst fear is when they find out.