Stay With Me (Dean Ambrose)

Ch. 26

It's been 2 weeks since Jon and Colby went at it I still feel like I made the wrong decision on believing Colby we were off for a couple days Colby was off at the school while I stayed at home resting. I heard my phone ding it was a text from Nikki Bella 

hey I read what happened how you holding up 

I looked at the text not knowing what she was talking about then another text from AJ came in 

hey have you been on twitter? 

I replied back no 

well you should look hun. I'm sorry 

I placed my phone down and grabbed my laptop and went on twitter I looked and seen Colby and I were trending so I clicked on it my heart sunk texts between Colby and Sarah were screenshot and leaked as I read them I could feel tears rolling down my cheek then the pictures came naked nude pictures of both I heard the door fly open 

"babe" he dropped his bag realizing I was reading it "listen I can explain"

I shut the computer down "2 years we are suppose to have trust" I stood up "your life sucks with me" he stood there in silence he knew he was caught "am I that bad of a person you have to do that to me" I questioned walking closer "if you didn't love me anymore why not just dump me" 

"I do love you" he tried grabbing my hand 

"no you don't" I moved away I walked in the bedroom and sat on my bed 

I wiped my tears and grabbed a suitcase to start packing I heard a knock on the door Colby came in with his hands in his pocket "you didn't deserve all this and I am truly sorry for doing this to you I just got caught up in everything didn't even think about you" 

I sniffled looking down then back at him "did you mean what you told her about me that I am dragging you down, you don't feel anything for me, that our sex life is terrible non existing, and that I'm a terrible person" I paused feeling more tears fall "I know we were going through a tough time but damn Colby" I wiped my tears and went back to packing I took my ring off and went to go return it to him 

"keep it" he sniffled like he was crying to "you can sell it or whatever you want" 

"you sure" I was surprised he just nodded then walked out. 

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I didn't feel like coming to work people have been texting me like non stop asking if I was okay Jon has been calling me non stop I turned my phone onto airplane mode so I wouldn't be bothered I was tired and exhausted. I wasn't looking forward to seeing Colby but kinda have to since we work with each other and we are in a story line to. 

"Krystal" I heard my named being yelled knowing who it was I grunted "hey why aren't you answering my calls" Jon asked

I rolled my eyes "I didn't want to be bothered I don't want to talk about it" we started to walk in "it just sucks how everyone knew I was the last to find out"

"well we told you 2 weeks ago" he corrected me 

"but I didn't want to believe that" I stopped "can we get a drink tonight" 

He nodded "babe" Renee came up "I have to leave right after I have to fly out to Canada my dad's in the hospital" 

"alright" he nodded 

She looked at me then hugged me "I'm sorry dear" 

"it's fine" I looked at both of them "I'm going to go in and get ready"

I walked in as I did people stopped and starred at me it got to the point where I felt embarrassed I made it to the locker room but I didn't feel like going in 

"want to use mine" Jon came behind me I just nodded and followed him as we were walking my eyes caught Colby standing by the corner talking to Sarah clearly showing they are a couple "that didn't last long" Jon caught what I was looking at. Colby stopped laughing as he noticed Sarah looking at me he looked at me then looked down I just continued to walk 

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I waited at the bar for Jon to come he went to say good bye to Renee as she went home. I was already on my 4th beer by the time he showed up "hey" he sat down I just raised my beer and smiled "how many have you had" I showed him 4 on my hand "oh boy"

"I'm drunk" I looked at him "yet" I finished smiling the bartender came over and handed him a beer and handed me a rum and coke 

He looked at the drink then at me "you do know that does you over" I just shaked my head yeah "maybe you shouldn't be drinking maybe you should go talk to someone"

"I ain't talking to a therapist" I cut him off "I got you to talk to" he just shook his head then took a drink of his beer music blared the bar "come on let's dance"

"I don't dance" he laughed I grabbed his arm the song Back to One by Brian McKnight came on he placed his drink down and looked at me it was weird this song this particle song came on being as this was our song

"I didn't chose the song" I grabbed his arm and again pulled him up. He ended up dancing to just this song then went back to sit 

I ordered another rum and coke I was feeling it but it kept my mind off of Colby 

"let's get going" Jon nudged me as the bartender was calling the last round I jugged my drink which was a bad idea then left. 

Once we got to my hotel room Jon came in to make sure I was alright "am I that bad of a person" I asked Jon sitting on my bed 

Jon joined "no your not what Colby did wasn't right he fucked up" I played with the ring "why are you still wearing the ring"

I shrugged "I thought it was all a dream but seeing them together today acting like nothing happened killed me like how can he move on with her knowing he destroyed my life" I threw the ring to my bag "I had people stare at me I had people talk about me but yet they don't do it to him" 

He placed his around me as I placed my head on his shoulder "they will stop it's just the current gossip drama shit they do" I laughed a bit and looked up he placed his hand on my cheek "don't let them get to you" I nodded he looked me in the eyes knowing he means every word. I got caught up and kissed him I placed my hands around his neck and moved where I was straddling him his hands were exploring my back he leaned back so now we were laying down he pulled my shirt off about to take my bra off but I stopped him and got off of him 

"I can't do this I can't do this" I sat at the edge of the bed "how bad I want you right now" 

Jon got up taking his shirt off pushing me down "shh" kissing my neck 

"Jon we can't" I tried to not enjoy it but he knew my spots and I was surprised he still remembered before I could say anything else he had his hand down my pants playing with my clit "fuck" I yelled as I felt him entering his fingers into me he kept pounding his fingers into me as I held on tight to him climaxing "oh fuck oh fuck" I screamed 

He slowed down as I climaxed and took his hand out "see I still got it" he winked walking into the bathroom 

"dude" I caught my breath "go"

"what" he looked at me 

"get out" I shouted "that" I stopped as he kissed me "can't happen again" 

He nodded placing his shirt back on he came over giving me a hug then walked out. I know I was drunk but not that drunk. Although it felt good but it was wrong on so many levels it kind of makes me wonder if Jon was ever faithful to Renee like he says he is.