Stay With Me (Dean Ambrose)

Ch. 23

Today was Money in the Bank I still haven't told Colby about my brother but planning on doing so later, I was still pissed about Jon telling him he had no right to tell him. As I walked through the arena with ear puds in listening to music ignoring everyone I was feeling down not sure why I was feeling like this. I walked into the locker room placing everything into my cube I sat on the bench looking at my bags 

"you okay" AJ sat next to me I nodded she pulled out her shirt "look what I'm supposed to be wearing" it was a Dean Ambrose shirt 

I laughed pulling out my ring gear "mine is black and yellow Colby's colors" we both laughed we turned when we heard people clapping "it's started" I stood up walking towards the showers to change once I got changed and walked out everyone was out of the locker room. I heard my phone go off it was a text from Colby meet me in catering I walked out making my way to the catering as I walked in I seen him sitting at a table with this girl I never met before they were laughing my stomach turned I took a seat next to Colby his smile faded a bit like he wasn't expecting me to come so soon or I interrupted a conversation I wasn't suppose to listen to 

"well Colby I'll see you later" the chick left

"who's she" I questioned

He shrugged "a new one in NXT" he eyed me "love your gear" 

I looked down at it "your colors" I leaned in kissing him 

I looked at the screen watching the match knowing I was next I stood up "your next" I nodded he stood up grabbing my hand walking with me. 

We stopped by the booth to grab the diva champion belt then made our way to the gorilla I leaned over and gave him a kiss then heard my music hit I walked doing my little dance move then hitting the ring I stared AJ down as I handed the ref the belt. The bell rang and she came running towards me knocking me down I placed my hands around my head protecting myself from the blows the ref yelled for her to back up as she did I stood up and clothslined her. I had the upper hand in this match that was until Jon's music hit, I knew he'd come out due to last week. He walked out with a smirk on his face I turned to face him shaking my head next I knew AJ hit me across the head then pinned me to win the title back. AJ's music hit as she ran out of the ring holding the title she stood in front of Jon then before I knew it she jumped into his arms like the crazy AJ would do. As I got up Colby's music hit he came out and attacked Jon causing AJ to fall I got out of the ring Colby stood there starring at me he nodded at me I smiled looking back at AJ then leaving. 

As the night went on I had to be close for the money in the bank match which was happening right now. "time" one of the crew members yelled at me I ran out when Jon was on the ladder I got in the ring as Jon looked down surprised yelling no at me I tipped it over causing him to fall off out of the ring I placed it back up and ran towards Colby "come on" I yelled helping him up as he tiredly climbed the ladder I got behind the rings smiling then he grabbed the briefcase making him the winner. He grabbed it and raised it he looked back at me then held his hand out I took it and came back in the ring raising his hand. 

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Colby and I went to this small diner for breakfast as we sat down we ordered already knowing what we were craving for. I looked up and Colby who was starring at me I looked down playing with my fingers "when I was 17 my brother and I got into a argument over our parents he was excited for them to come home because they promised to take us to our favorite place to eat then possible movie he loved doing family nights as he called them but I knew it wasn't happening because my dad had another job lined right up as soon as he got home and plus they do it all the time" I stopped I let out a breath "we got into a fight over that I told him whatever believe there lies we aren't important to them well I stormed off and went over to Jon's well a couple hours later I heard sirens as we were walking around we walked up to my house and I ran in seeing they were at my house my brother had grabbed my dad's fire arms and shot himself come to find out he was fighting with my parents over dinner and movie" I wiped a tear off my face "if I would've just went along with the whole plan and not change it he'd still be here" 

Colby stood up and sat next to me pulling me into a hug "you didn't know babe" some relieve came off of me I haven't talked about my brother's death in so many years because I put the blame on me. "how your parent's deal with it I mean they have to feel bad"

I shrugged "they acted like it never happened" which made me more mad "I spent most of my nights and days at Jon's my mom picked up drinking wine as my father wasn't home as much" 

"wow" he said softly he placed his phone down on the table "I have to use to the restroom be right back" he kissed me then walked off

As I was sitting there his phone vibrated I looked at it a message from a Sarah popped up let me know if you want to meet up I miss you  my stomach turned was he really texting another girl the waitress brought over our food but my appetite went away I was to mad to eat.