Love That Hurts

Love that hurts: Chapter 7

Looking up, I come face to face with Daniel, but before I can say anything he smashed his lips on to mine.

He's kissing me as if he needs it, like he needs food!

Coming to my senses, I push him off of me.

"Wh-What the hell was that Daniel!?" My tears came pouring out, uncontrollably and painfully.

"I-I t-"

"Dont! You're just like him! You find a girl who's weak and an emotional state and that when you strike! That's when you lure her in, to make her feel like she's special, like she's everything but then? You crush her as if she's nothing but crap on your shoe! You're just like Him Daniel! Just like him!" I couldn't stop screaming in his face, I was so upset, distraught and predominantly angry. How could he do that? Why would he do that? Oh yeah, to make a mockery out of me!

Before he could say anything, i pulled out of his grip and ran the length to the girl's bathroom and locked myself in a cubicle.

'You're just like Him Daniel!' I kept repeating that to myself whilst crying.

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The bell for the end of the day awoke me from my trance. A trance that was full of old memories, tears and most importantly unwanted pain.

I realise I had spent more than an hour, crying in self pity. Why? Because I'm too weak to 'man up' as my parents used to say.

Why? Why me? What did I ever do, to earn this much pain, hatred and loss? Sometimes I wish i could just commit suicide and relieve this world from the burden that I am. Just like Selena had said. "She's nothing but a bitch that's a burden to everyone".

That's exactly what I am, a bitch and a burden.

Ensuring the coast was clear; I walked out of the school and jumped into my car. Before I could even start my car, someone tapped on my window, making me jump.

It was Jake.

It's weird how he could make me smile, even after i was close to drowning myself and others in my pain and tears, he could still bring a much needed smile to my face.

Opening my window i ask "Hey, what's up?"

"I should be asking you that Gabby is everything okay?"

Yes, he's nicknamed me gabby on the first day we met.

"Yes Jakey, everything's fine"

Who said I couldn't give him and nickname back.

"A-are you sure, you know since, a-after lunch"

Having enough of bottling things up, I ask "Do you want to go to a cafe; it's not long from here? y-you dont have to but i-"

"Yeah, sure I dont mind as long as your cool with it?"

"Dont worry, I dont mind"

It was true, I didn't mind. I got this comfortable, brotherly vibe from Jake, and to be honest i felt happy and content around him. Some may find it weird since we've just met, but there's this indescribable connection that I feel towards him.

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The drive had taken around 10 minutes, in which we sat in the car in a comfortable silence.

No words were exchanged, yet we could feel the emotions that were swirling around in the car.

Currently we were sitting at the table, whilst Jake was openly flirting with the waitress.