Love That Hurts

Love that hurts: Chapter 12

"So Gabriella, tell me, how do you feel today?" Asked my counsellor.

It was my second session with her and to be honest I didn't see the point in this.

"I'm fine." I replied bluntly.

She's been trying to get me to open up to her, but I'd rather not. I don't need new people in my life, that only want the gossip of my life off me.

I'd rather keep my problems to myself, than spreading them. That to, to strangers.

"How have things been?" She pressed again.

"Good."

Doesn't she get a hint?

It was starting to irritate me now.

"Define good? Have you been coping well?"

"I don't have a dictionary on me and yes I've been coping...I'm not exactly in hospital am I? Or six feet under right?" I scoffed.

I admit that was harsh, but I don't like people trying to push themselves into my lives and try "work" or "sort" my problems out.

They are not god! That they can change everything and take away this numbness and pain!

Stupid people who think they know when in reality they know nothing!

"You know what I mean Gabriella? I'm only trying to help"

"No I don't actually! And oh really? Can you take away this shitty feeling that I feel 24/7? No? Thought so!"

"Gab-"

"Goodbye!"

With that I picked up my belongings, left the room and headed to the waiting room where Daniel was waiting.

Daniel? Yeah, he's the god damn reason I've been coming to these god damn sessions! All I want to do is throttle him and show him he's the one who needs the counselling and not me!

"Ga-"

"Get up! Were leaving" I interrupted.

"But you haven-"

"Don't!" I sneered.

I pulled my hoody over my head and walked to the exit of the building. I didn't hear his footsteps behind me to I'm presuming he's talking to "miss-know-it-all".

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I have been waiting five minutes for Daniel, yet no sign. I'm actually get agitated and annoyed now.

Kicking a Pebble around, I notice my phone vibrating against my leg.

"Hello?" I answer, knowing fully well who it was.

"Gabby? How was it?"

"What do you think Jakey?"

Yes, I filled Jake in with everything. He is the only one apart from the Carter's that I can trust. Only Jake and Jake only. I had told him two weeks after the whole "attempted suicide" incident and he stood by me since then. It's now been almost five weeks and I still get the same thoughts and feelings.

"Gabby! Are you there?!"

"Sorry, sorry Jakey, my minds everywhere"

"It's okay, do you want to meet at the usual place?"

"Yeah sure, look I have to go, Daniels coming" I respond once I see Daniel walking towards me.

And happy, he did not look.

"Okay, cya later gabby!"

"Cya Jakey"

I cut the phone off, sliding it into my jean pocket.