Somewhere along the line
The touch
Your touch
That used to soothe me to sleep
Became something that hurt me
Completely destroying me
Piece by pieceI let you touch me
Using my body
For whatever you wanted
You used it wellIt may have started off pleasurable
But what were once moans
Turned into screams
Screams of pain
Pain that you causedThe bruises that you left
On my fragile
Porcelain skin
Weren't out of love
Or hate
But out of greedThe way I love you
Was consuming
Utterly and completely
ConsumingIt wasn't out of idiocy
That I let you use me
The way you used me
It was out of a claim
A claim that you madeThat you loved me
So maybe
It was out of idiocy
Because girls like me
Are unloveable
YOU ARE READING
Vanish
PoetryShe was gone long before you noticed **TRIGGER WARNING** Suicide, anxiety, depression, eating disorders, etc.