**This ones kind of different because it ends on a happier note. But this is about someone who finally makes me happier**
The first time
I cut
I felt at ease
Finally I received
The pain I deserve
The first time
I starved
I felt less guilty
Happier even
I'll be skinny and pretty
The first time
I attempted suicide
I felt safe
Death gave me safety
The world will be better off without me
After all of the negative firsts
I believed that people like me
Don't get happy firsts
But than I met you
Finally
There were happy firsts
YOU ARE READING
Vanish
PoesíaShe was gone long before you noticed **TRIGGER WARNING** Suicide, anxiety, depression, eating disorders, etc.
