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Your Call: Yuri Katsuki x Reader

A/N: this was my first YoI fanfic, and I had to transfer it here XD

Artist: Secondhand Serenade

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+Waiting for your, call I'm sick, call I'm angry. Call I'm desperate for your voice+

Indeed he was desperate for your voice. He was so desperate that he would listen to your voice mails over and over again. He missed you. He really missed you. He made a huge mistake, and now he regrets it, he never meant it, but what could he do? He was so stressed that his senses were blocked.

+Listening to the song we used to sing. In the car, do you remember butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet. Like when we would meet+

He would never forget the moment he met you. You were just so full of joy and fresh air, you made him smile in your simplest ways, you would make him laugh with your silliness, just being you was perfect for him.

You would support him in all of his competitions, you went to each and every one of them. You were there to cheer him on, be there for him when he felt down when he lost, during his down moments. You were there for him. He was more than grateful to have you, there were even times that he thinks that he doesn't deserve you. He loved you. Oh how he loved you so so so much.

+I was born to tell you I love you. And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine, Stay with me tonight+

Oh how he wished he could still say those three words to you. But how can he after what he's done? The damage can no longer be fixed, he thought. You were no longer with him, you were gone like thin air. He often still thinks that you're there, but in reality, you're weren't, and he hated it.




It was during the Grand Prix competition. He lost, and can no longer move to the next event. He was so down it feels like the weight of the world was really pushing down on him. He didn't know what to do or feel. He failed himself, his friends, family, Viktor, especially you. His beloved. How can he show his face to you? How can he look at you in the eyes? He didn't want you to see a piece of failure, and that's what he was. He felt that he needed to be gone, he wanted to get out of that place. He disappointed a lot of people he thought.

"Yuuri!" You screamed as soon as you caught sight of your boyfriend.



He just looked at you. No expression at all, he looked dead.



"Yuuri, I've been looking all over for you! You got me worried! Are you oka-"



"(Y/N)..." He said in a monotone voice. His different, he wasn't the Yuuri you knew.






You just looked at him, his eyes were full of pain and disappointment, he looked really tired, he really was devastated. But no matter what happened you were still proud of him! Win or lose, he made it this far. That was the biggest accomplishment he's ever made. And you were proud of that. He was the type of person to never believe in himself even when other people did, you've seen him like this before, and you've tried your best to cheer him up. You loved everything about him, flaws and all.





"Yuuri-"


"I think we should break up." He said directly, as if you weren't there. As if you never had any feelings.




What?


Did you hear him right?




The moment he said those words, everything was just dead silent. You couldn't hear the crowd, the people talking, anything. You were deafened by his words.

Your heart broke into a million pieces. Why was he doing this? Did you do something wrong? Did you upset him? Were you already getting into his nerves by supporting him that much?



You didn't know the answer... You just had a lot of questions in your head.





"Yuuri... Why? Did I do something wrong? " You asked in a shaky voice, tears were coming out and your vision was blurry, you couldn't see him clearly. He just stood there looking at you.




"(Y/N)... It's not you, it's me. I-I failed you, I failed Viktor, my family, my frie-"




"BULLSHIT!" You said in a loud voice. Yuuri was surprised at your tone and language. Never in his life has he heard you curse, for years of being together, this is the first time he's ever seen you like this.


"You didn't fail me or Viktor! We're still proud of you Yuuri! Win or lose, we're still proud! Your friends and family too!, why on earth would you think you'd fail us!?"