Shitty Blind Dates (Chanbaek/Baekyeol)

Just a Dare

Baekhyun paced the floor, clearly irritated. He was talking quietly but harsh into his phone, his hand swaying into the air in anger. He hadn't seen me yet, and my curiosity was just too big. 

As always...

"No, I'm not going back to work if it means that I have to leave Chanyeol! NO!" he shouted into the phone suddenly. 

His face was red with anger and he was a little out of breath. I clenched my fists and bit my lip nervously. The response he got on the other end was certainly not helping the man contain his anger. He let out a frustrated scream and I started to worry that he might hurt himself if he continued to walk around like that.

Baekhyun sat himself in the sofa shouting out a rough goodbye, before he threw his phone on the table. I winced of the sound. Angry Baekhyun wasn't something I enjoyed. I didn't like seeing his face so filled with hatred and sadness. When his eyes would go all dark, like an endless pool, of sadness and anger.

And I hated myself, because I knew that I would be the cause of a new sad Baekhyun by the end of the day.

"Hey Honey." I said and walked into the living room. Pretending that I just didn't hear anything of the previous, heated conversation.

Baekhyun looked up and smiled at me tiredly. His hair was messy and he looked pale. But he was beautiful, oh god he was. Baekhyun looked even smaller in my sweatshirt and his legs and thighs were so milky white. Baekhyun wearing my clothes was so pleasing. A bit obsessive Chanyeol...

Baekhyun made grabby hands after me and I sat myself beside him, engulfing him in a big hug.

"Mmm, you smell nice." I mumbled into this neck. Baekhyun giggled and hold onto me tighter. Knowing that today might be the last time I will hear those magical giggles, pained my heart. I grimaced, relived that he couldn't see my face. He released me from the hug and kissed my nose, then he stood up and stretched his arms up in the air.

"I need to talk to you Baek-" I started to say before he ducked down and planted a chaste kiss to my lips. Short and sweet.

"I'll take a shower first, then we talk." He said, his eyes crinkling when he smiled.

I gulped and nodded. He didn't seem to notice the nervous look I shot him when he walked out of the room.

"How do I even do this, Jongin?" I choked out.

"I love him too much."

Jongin patted my back and hugged my side to comfort me. We sat in the small sofa, in the darkness in the middle of the night. I had come to the decision. I had finally made up my mind, and it hurt so much. "You have to break his heart Channie... I'm so sorry." He said, his eyes big of understanding and sadness. My eyes started to fill with tears and he hugged me tighter.

"Breaking his, will also break mine." I sobbed out and Jongin's eyes were filled with tears as well now. I could barely see his face in the dark, but the tears were obvious.

"Are you really sure about this though?"

"Don't tell me you wouldn't do this for Kyungsoo." I replied and Jongin's pale face scrunched up in discomfort. The he nodded slowly and looked down at his lap.
It was decided then. I was going through with it.

The sound of Baekhyun singing to girl group pop songs in the shower filled my apartment. I walked around the living room, cleaning a bit here and there. I was trembling with nerves.