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" This is the last straw Casey !!! Getting expelled from school, why would you set fire to the chemistry lab?!?" I sighed.

My mother and I were sitting in principle Richards office, she was babbling away about how bad I was and how it was so irresponsible of me at 18 to be acting so badly. Mr Richards was just staring at me with a grim expression on his face, but I could care less I didn't feel anything I was blank.

" Mrs burns, I understand you're upset I am as well, we really do expect more from you Casey ... would you like to say something ?" my mom turned and looked at me expectantly.

" Are we done here I wanna go home," my moms color drained to her feet and all I could see in her eyes was disappointment, I had grown used to seeing that look in her eyes anyway.

" Um ..... I'm just ... going to take my daughter home now mike ..... if that's ok ," he sighed and nodded.

You see, the principle and my mother have known each other since they were kids and sad enough to say he was my god father, so mr Richards has watched me grow up .... and he's just as disappointed as my mom is.

" See ya next week uncle mike ," I grabbed my bag off the ground and waved over my shoulder, his eyes just looked worn and heavy with guilt and disappointment, but I didn't feel any if it, I was numb.

When we got to my moms Sudan, she was quiet and that wasn't the what she usually did, she looked worn out and defeated and just .... disappointed.

" Why Casey ? Why are you like this ? Where's my little girl that used to smile and laugh and dance ..... now all I have is someone I don't know anymore ..... where is my Casey ?" I just stared at her and watched her eyes fill with tears and slither down her pale cheeks.

" DON'T JUST STARE AT ME LIKE THAT ANSWER ME ?!?"

I couldn't feel anymore that's what she didn't understand.

" YOU ALWAYS HAVE THAT BLANK LOOK ON YOUR FACE, WHY ?!? WHY DON'T YOU SHOW ME ANYTHING ANYMORE ?!?" she was screaming at me trying to get me to show any emotion, but I couldn't care enough to try anymore.

" I WANT MY CASEY BACK !!!" I just stared at her, emotionlessly.

" I ..... I just can't ...... not anymore ...... it just hurts too much," she just turned away and started to car on and just drive home.

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" AH ," I pumped the rest of the syringe in my arm, I let the cocaine take over my body and make me numb but my mind felt free, I was used to the feel by now, yeah I got high but it was only because I was stressed, I only shot up when I had a really bad day and wanted to unwind. I let my eyes roll back and my body go limp.

" CASEY !!! BABY ?!? No, no, no, no, no, sweetheart ?!?" My mom rushed in and my eyes fluttered open to look at her.

" I'm fine mom ," it probably sounded slurred and jumbled.

" Sweetie, look at me, look at me baby," she grabbed my face tears leaked down her cheeks. I sighed slowly.

" Don't worry .... used to it ..... done this, before ," the color drained to her feet, and she just went crazy tearing through my drawers and my desk, ripping off the covers and destroying papers, running into my bathroom and destroying my medicine cabinet and taking out syringes and pills, and the more she found the more frantic she became.

" LANEY !!!! Hey stop !!! Stop !!!!" then my stepdad ken ran in and grabbed her, she struggled but once he got a hold of her she broke down completely.

" Shhhhh, shhhhhhh, shhhhhhhh, it's ok baby, it's ok ," she was sobbing hysterically showing him what she found.

" I-I want my baby back I want her back bring her back !!!! Why did this happen to my baby ?!? What did I do wrong what did I do to deserve this heart breaks ken ?!?" he looked at her and he looked at me, just looking at me with disappointment like everyone does now a days, I kept myself blank like I do everyday.

" Calm down laney it's ok baby, we'll make her get better ," I let my eyes close and everything disappear.

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" Casey, sweetie ?" I fluttered my eye lids open and stared at my mom, she looked tired and her eyes were red dinner and blood shot, and her blond hair that thankfully I didn't get hung lanky and dead looking around her pretty face.

" What, mom ? What time is it ?" I sat up and stretched.

" Baby, we need to talk ," I looked at her and shrugged.

I noticed how quiet the house was, ken must've left for work already, she ran a hand through her hair and crossed her arms over her chest.

" Casey I ...... you ...... baby I just ..... I can't see you like this anymore, and ken and I just want you to be better and be happy like you use to be but....." she swallowed.

" We've decided that the best thing for you right now .... is to go and live with your dad baby ," I froze and my whole shattered and fell to pieces.

Here's a new story I hope you guys like it, I thought that if I started a new story that it would give me more ideas for my others because I'm just having a brain block so I really hope this helps but I also hope you guys like this new story, so vote comment and follow !!!!!!! thanks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!