Your POV
"Can you drive?!" Zayn said hysterically because i took my keys and went to my car
Yes i had a few drinks but i CAN drive myself to the fifth harmony house. Especially it's just thirty to forty minutes away from here. I can do that
"Yes Zayn Im good. Just.. Take care of the boys I HAVE to go" I told him and he nodded
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I'm driving for almost fifteen minutes now. I decided to call Ariana
"What can I do for you baby?"
"Don't baby me Ariana! What the fuck did you do?"
"I did nothing baby" She said with an innocent voice which made my blood boil
"Just- fuck- Go fucking away!" I hanged up and focus on my driving.
I know Camila and I are dating and we haven't made anything official but i want her. I have to stop denying the fact that I want her but too scared to love again. I want Camila. I want her. I'm just scared. But I can't lose her because I'm scared that's stupid!
Calling..
Lil LoLo
Fuck! I pressed accept
"WHAT THE HELL Y/n?!" I heard her scream angrily through the phone
"Better fix this shit. I don't want to see Camila like this! I just can't" then she hang up
She's mad. Lolo is mad which means Camila is also either mad or sad and I don't want ANY of those..
I sped up
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"Camila! Baby!" I knocked hard through their door
"Baby! I'm sorry I can explain!" I was about to knock again but the door opened revealing a lil latina with red puffy eyes and red nose
"Baby" i was about to touch her but she backed away which broke me
"No.. stop y/n.. It's ok, You're not my girlfriend or anything. You can do what you want baby" She smiled sadly which broke me even more
"No.. i can explain.."
"Maybe some other time. I don't want to see you"
"Baby no!" She was about to close the door
"I- I Lo-"
*bang*
The door closing echoed.
I love you..
I involuntary kneeled because my heart broke into a million pieces. I know this is not the end of us, I know she still loves me but.. this is all my fault
I haven't told Camila what i felt. I've been sleeping around with different girls and forgetting about her. Just a few months ago, I stopped sleeping with other girls because i want to settle with her
Flash backs
"Mila" I broke the silence between us while walking through the park
"Yes?" She smiled looking at me
"I-i like you"
She stopped dead in her tracks and looked at me shocked, her right hand covering her mouth
"What?"
"I like you.."
I went in front of her and took her hands in between mine
"You can't just say that and sleep with other girls y/n.. you a fuccboi" she said which made me chuckle in her last statement
"I'll stop. Settle down with me? I mean, not marry me, yet, but date me? Let's take it slow?"
"Ok" she smiled at i kissed her in her head
End of flashbacks
I didn't realize it but i felt a tear roll down my cheeks as I stood up and went back to my car
When i reached my car i cried till i cant anymore and stayed there
YOU ARE READING
Bad Things (Camila Cabello/ YN (YOU) / Ariana Grande)
Fanfiction"I asked for their blessings, anyway. I've found out myself that I can't live without you. You know that of course. We may have those shitty fights, we may have those shitty times. But Baby, I can't and I'll never want to lose you. I know this isn't...
