Y/n POV
Its been a week since me and Camila made love. We've been cautious outside the house. She bought a house next to me so that it wouldn't get suspicious when we go home together or something
We cant let people know about us.. since she made up with Austin, and I, on the other hand.. am dating Ariana publicly
Ariana did believe me when i told her I want her.. But of course not. I confirmed that she was the one who spread the audio publicly when i saw her list of Audios in her iPhone and a conversation between her and a paparazzi, her sending the audio to him.
I found a few messages that she was helping Austin out to get Camila. I even saw a message that says
'I don't want to be behind bars'
From Austin.. I'm not sure if Ariana knows about it.. Austin never talked about it here in their messages
I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Ariana said "Babe"
"Oh hey morning" I said
"What are you thinking of? You look stressed" She said fixing my hair back
"What if your accident never happened? Would we be happy? Would we still he in love?" I asked
"Accident?" She asked and i looked her. He confusion turned into a sadness one
"I guess. I never thought if cheating you back then.. when it happened.. I lost control of my emotion.. Mac made me feel we cant try again and Mac and I can.. I fell for his lies even tho I don't live him.." She said looking down and played with her fingers
"How about you?" She asked
"When we broke up.. I started to collect my self and fix myself back together you know"I said and looked at her
"Camila helped me fix myself. And I found out on the long run, I love her more than a friend" I said truthfully
"But she's nothing compare to you and my love for you" lies. She was more. I said faking a smile and kissed her in her forehead
"Im sorry the incident happened. But we can always try again. Im sorry I chose the wrong choice.. I let you down" She said as tears formed i her eyes
"Its ok.. you were sick that time you didn't know.." I tried. But i know its all her fault.. ok maybe mine too because I wasn't with her that time. But it fucking hurts. She was responsible for that
"I'm sorry" she started to sobbed out. But this is not working anymore.. Everything changed when that incident happened
"Im sorry" She hugged me and I felt tears fell in my own cheeks..
"I just hope it didn't happen, We should already have a nice life if it didn't" I sobbed out
"We planned everything out.." I cried
"We had a house.. We had a beautiful life ahead of us.. We loved each other so much everything hurts" I said to her crying
"We started to fall out of love when it happened" She sobbed out and I nodded
"We lost her because of your recklessness in drugs." i cried out harder if possible
"We lost our daughter!" I screamed out and stood up but fell to my knees
"Im sorry.. Im sorry"
"I don't even think if I could forgive you! She was supposed to be our little angel. I just went to get you a fucking food an hour away! When i come back? You holding a fucking drug and I saw you bleeding? You didn't even tell me you're using a fucking pill!"
"Im soorry" She sobbed out harder
"No! This is all your fault.. it wasn't even an accident! I lost my first daughter because you basically are insecure of your body?! You know i loved you. You were perfect for me, flawless even.. but for you.. GODDAMN IT ARIANA! " I said, I took my things with me and went to my car
I'm done. I can't look at the person who caused my (who should be) first daughter to die. She was just four months..
Four fucking months..
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