Thoughts Inside My Head(Sophomore Year) Pt 2{COMPLETE}

So We Both Remember

Just a little memo to my soulmate and I, from a pm.

"Sweet, my turn to help you, I love it. I love you because you return the love. When I first met you in seventh grade, I thought you were one of the coolest people, you had a youtube channel. My freshman year, I was confused because I had never heard of the term transgender, but I accepted you because I accept everyone. Everyone is valid. Because of the Murphy's I did the play, because of the play we became friends, as well as you sitting and talking with me in band. Every morning, I became accustomed to it, and I enjoyed it. We became better friends, and at this point in my life, I had just gotten out of being really depressed, Emma was helping me, as well as writing on Wattpad. I need someone to love, I hadn't had a crush on anyone for a good two years, and I felt broken. I told you about my Wattpad, you read it, you related and you started writing. Your writing made me feel good, but when you wrote the negative side of your life, I felt bad, I felt like I needed to be there for my new friend. So, I did, I tired and I'd like to think I succeeded. Then, the night of one of the shows for our play happened. You were being yelled at, and I couldn't dare stand there and watch, but I had to hold my tongue. You came to me, I took it to heart that you came to me first. I helped you find Paige, and I was so worried about you. That night, I texted you telling you I love you, because honestly, you were the second friend who I have ever loved. Over the months, our friendship grew stronger, I slowly developed a crush on you and you were there over the summer when my parents fought a lot. And you gave me attention, you loved me, you cared for me. I felt like though you were fixing me. When you weren't single, I felt jealousy. When you confessed your feelings for me, I grew really happy. And then 2017 happened. Despite all our fights, I love you, you're worth it. I need and want you, so much! And fuck anyone who dislikes you, because you are the most amazing person I have known."

I love you Alexx.