My Only One [Alex Gaskarth]

I'll Soon Forget About Alex Gaskarth

It's been a month since I've seen or talked to Alex. Gianna and I both had to block his number from our phones, as he kept trying to call.

Gianna completley disagrees with me, she thinks I should talk to him and hear his side of the story. I think that's a terrible idea. Because I want nothing to do with that asshole. She respected my opinion.

At least she did until today.

"Daniela."

"What." I said, from under the covers.

"We were both invited to a party tonight."

"Okay."

"So are you gunna go?"

"No."

"Why?"

"I don't feel like it."

"What the hell." She said, sounding pissed.

"What."

"You. Ever since Alex kissed Lisa you've been this depressed little shit that won't leave that bed. You need to move the fuck on."

I ripped the blankets off my face. "Are you fucking kidding me?"

Before she could respond I cut her off, "I've liked Alex since day one. And you knew that. And I tried my hardest not to like him, because I knew things would end shitty. But finally after you pushing me to date him, I was finally like what the hell so I did. I go surprise visit him on tour, and he cheats on me with his ex girlfriend. You really expect me to not be a 'depressed little shit'?"

"It was a month ago!" She shouted.

"You try falling in love then having that person, who you care for more than anybody else, literally rip your heart out of your fucking chest, and stomp on it. Right in front of you. That's how it feels, Gi. Too bad you wouldn't know that. Because you're just a skank."

"I'M A SKANK?" She shouted back.

"Yeah! All you do is sleep around with guys. When's the last time you've had a real relationship, Gianna?"

She stormed out of the room.

"Vai all'inferno, Dani."

Translation: Go to hell.

It's been about two days since my hat stupid fight between Gianna and I, and neither of us have apologized yet. And it's killing me.

Because I'm still feeling shitty and heartbroken from Alex, and I need someone to help me through this. And right now, I just really don't have anyone to tell.

I walked out of my dorm building and headed to English. On my way there, I started to drift off into some old memories I had with Alex.

I smiled, but then snapped myself back into reality when I bumped into somebody's back. "Shit." I mumbled, "Sorry."

I looked up to see two big brown eyes staring down at me. "It's okay." He smiled.

"Your name is Daniela, right?" He asked.

"Yeah." I nodded. "I'm sorry, and you are.."

"My names Casey." He smirked, "I'm not a stalker or anything, I just heard there was a cute foreign girl on campus."

"Oh god," I laughed, "Well you probably heard about my roommate, Gianna. She's a cute foreign girl."

He smiled and shook his head no, "You know, my family is from Italy too. We moved here when I was fifteen, but then my family moved back when I started college."

"Well, Casey, I need to get to class. But I'd love to hear more about you soon?" I asked more than stated.

He smiled and pulled his phone out of his pocket and handed it to me. I put my number in before smiling and walking off.

Hey, this Casey guy was pretty cute. And if it's going to help me get my mind off of Alex, I'm down. Plus, if he's from Italy too, maybe that can be an exception to my dating policy.

(AN: For everyone not on a computer, Casey will be played by Evan Peters!)

I walked into my dorm at the end of the day, and Gianna apologized for everything she said. She finally came to a realization that I had a reason to be so upset.

I obviously forgave her. I told her about this new Casey guy, and as soon as I did, I had gotten a text from him.

Hey, Daniela. It's Casey. Wanna meet up?

Sounds good! Where?

Meet me in the park? We can walk around, if you're cool with that, of course.

I definitely am! See you soon (:

So I headed to the park. I met up with Casey, and he told me more about his story. Then I told him about mine.

"He cheated on you?"

"Yup."

"After you finally decided to go out with him?"

I sighed. "Yeah."

He stopped and looked over at me, "Well I'm sorry to hear that."

"It's cool." I shrugged, "Its been over a month so I guess I should be over it now, ya know? And he stopped calling me off random peoples phones, so that's nice."

And I guess it kinda was. Sure maybe I was over reacting with this whole Alex thing. I mean, I know it was just a kiss. And I guess I should've forgiven him.. But maybe I shouldn't.

And then again, I'm moving back to Italy anyways, so it's not like we would ever be able to see each other ever.

So if I gave in now and forgave him, I would end up liking him again.. And that's just not gunna flow.

So I'll keep with this avoiding him thing. And hopefully I'll soon forget all about Alex Gaskarth.