XXVII Imagines (Lauren/You)

Bestfriends.. with some extras

This was another night of spending time with Lauren. Meaning, sex. No strings attached, no feelings involved, no love just plain sex.

We've been friends since we were little. We lived in the same neighborhood, our parents were friends and we went to the same school.
Now we both turned 20, and she has been in a girl group for almost six years. And I'm that kind of friend that always sticks around, most of the time.
At the moment, the girls are touring around Europe and I'm tagging along, since she insisted.

Lauren is bisexual. And she is not yet out to the world. Knowing it might cause problems within the group. The only ones who know is her family and I. And since paparazzi has been following them everywhere, it's even worse. The green eyed girl hated how negative and judging the public eye could be.

Media knows me as Lauren's best friend and sister. They are not wrong, but I'm her bestfriend.. with some extras. If you know what I mean. Or like most people like to call it: 'Friends with benefits.'

It all started when Lauren signed the contract. She knew there was no chance of coming out and date people. So that's when she asked me a favor.. "Y/n/n, you know my situation.. C-can you help me out?"

Once led to twice, and so on. Now it's like an everyday activity.. i mean everynight,

Joining tours also turned me into a shy person, meeting new faces everyday. So there was no opportunity for me to date.

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It's 1am. The girls took a shower and all went to their bunks. Including me and Lauren. Me of course, in her bunk as we cuddled.

When I said sex, I wasn't lying. She would not hesitate and touch me every time she had the chance when we were alone and cuddling. I try to stop her since the girls might walk in and she'd say "But Y/n/n, you need to help me out." and we'd have sex.

I haven't been in the mood lately, and I wanted her to notice it, so I slowly turned my back to her and close my eyes before sighing. "Not today, Lauren." I whispered.

"But Y/n/n.." She tries again, her hand slipping under my shirt.

"Fuck off, Lauren. I said not today. And rather, not ever." I said, pissed off for some reason, and left her bunk. Not sparing a glance.

I stood outside the tour bus and lit a cigarette.

There was a reason why I have been avoiding Lauren, but I was scared to admit it. I couldn't. We've been friends since forever. I couldn't just fall in love with her.

I remembered our main rule. "No feelings involved."

I guess it's too late now..

The overthinking caused a slight headache. I exhale the smoke, watching it vanish in the air. "What I needed.." I mumbled to myself.

I heard the bus door open and I quickly turned my back to it, not wanting to see my beautiful friend's face. "I said fuck off Lauren, if you're horny go fuck another bitch. But I've had enough! I'm not your fucking toy."

"Y/n?"

I gulped. "Fuck... C-Camila?"

A/n: part 2 comin soon