XXVII Imagines (Lauren/You)

Bestfriends (part 2)

A/N: long time no see✌🏼

"Y/n?"

I gulped. "Fuck... Camila? W-what are you doing here?"

How can I be so stupid to blurt shit out like that..

I watched her nervously as she slowly walks closer to me. "I heard you leaving the bunk. And I might have heard you telling Lauren to fuck off..." She said gently. "Are you okay?"

I sighed, turning away from her and rubbed my head, trying to ease the pain. "I'm fine, Camz."

My hands started shaking as I thought about what I said before I knew it was Camila instead of Lauren standing behind me.

The girls and I are friends, but I can't just tell them what's going on. They don't even know that Lauren is bisexual let alone fucking me. Lauren will kill me if she finds out that I, her bestfriend 'exposed' her to her bandmates.

Warm hands stopped my own cold ones from shaking and pulled me in a hug. No words were exchanged making me sigh in relief.

This is the first time that Camila and I being so close to each other. We didn't even have the chance to have a proper conversation thanks to Lauren. She'd always be dragging me along with her everywhere she goes.

It was weird but Lauren especially didn't let me be near Camila.

"Camila." We heard a cold husky voice calling, interrupting us.

I glared at the emerald eyed girl before pulling away from the hug.

Camila turns to the direction to the bus door where Lauren was standing. "Lauren."

It felt like I wasn't there for a moment. Both were glaring at each other, not breaking the eye contact.

"You have to tell he-"

Before Camila could even finish her sentence, Lauren interrupted her, shouting.

"Shut up, Camila! Mind your own damn business, okay? This is why I didn't want Y/n go near you! You can't even keep a secret! How many times do I have to tell you? I'll do this my way!"

"Your way?! It's been so fucking long! When are you going to decide to do the right thing, huh? Waiting will only hurt both of you more! Just tell her you lo-"

*slap*

Everything stopped, Camila didn't yell anymore, Lauren didn't look pissed anymore and I didn't just stand there anymore. I throw myself on Lauren, grabbing her by her collar.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" This time I raised my voice. "Who the fuck are you to hit her like that?" The roles changed, I was the one yelling this time. "What did she do to deserve that?"

Camila tried to stop me, but all my anger and emotions that I kept in me for a while were coming out now. This is the moment I was letting my anger and emotions take over.

The only thing that stopped me were the words coming out of Lauren's mouth.

"W-what?" I stuttered.

"I love you. The reason why all of this is happening is because I love you. Because I was scared that you'd find out and leave me. That Camila might accidentally tell you before I'm even ready for it. I can't lose my fucking bestfriend. You mean everything to me. I was so selfish when I started asking you unacceptable things. But as I started fling for you, I couldn't stop it. I didn't want you to have any kind of doubts. I didn't want you to think I didn't like you, but I also didn't want you to know that I love you, that's why I continued this for a while. I was just- I'm sorry..."

"You stupid." Were the only words that could leave my mouth at the moment.

She looks at me, confused. "W-what?"

"You stupid!" I said again and hit her on her chest.

"Y/n/n, I swear I wasn't right in my mind! I was just-"

I pulled her closer with my hands that were still holding her by her collar. "You stupid." I whispered before pulling her into a kiss.

The headlights of the tour bus turned on, almost blinding us along with the bus horn, almost deafening us.

The girls got out of the bus and started cheering and making wolve noises.

They knew...

"Are we the only one that didnt know we both felt the same?" I asked Lauren, half confused and half laughing at how stupid we BOTH must be.

"I guess so.. yeah.." She nodded.

"Hmpf." I shrugged and pulled her into another kiss.