How to love

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

For the rest of the week Austin was no where to be found. I told Ryder to stay home, but he wanted to be with me in case Austin came back.

It's Thursday, but feels so much like a Friday. I want this week to end.

Joy has been avoiding me, I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because I left her again? I need to find out.

I went into the library, hoping to find Joy. But what I wasn't expecting to see was Nancy... and Joy... sitting at our table.

They where laughing and sharing earphones. Tears pricked at the corner of my eyes as Joys green eyes shot me a glare filled with pure hatred.

What did I do?

She knows my life, and she knows what I go through! she knows I fight, she knows about Belle, Dallon and my mom. She know about my....

... She knows about my dad...

She can't leave me.

Joy and Nancy stood up from their chairs and made their way to me. They stopped mere inches from me.

"What do you want Baily," Joy spat the through gritted teeth.

I was gobsmacked. Did she just call me by my last name? My mouth opened and closed again. I couldn't find the words to say.

"Come crawling back?" Joy stepped closer, and slipped up onto her tiptoes to intimidate me.

"Joy... what did I-"

"Don't pull this bullsh*t on me Blake! you know exactly what you did!" she shoved my back with her perfectly manicured hands.

What the f*ck did I do!?

"I honesty have know idea..." I stuck my phone into the pocket of my leather jacket.

"You b*tch!" she lunged at me but Nancy grabbed her wrists. "shes not worth it Joy." Nancy started "she's a pathetic no body." Nancy snickered and looped her arm in joys.

My heart broke.

This feeling...

This hole in my heart...

It feels so numb... so cold...

My face flushes off color as a stare blankly at my former best friends.

"Oh!" Joy has a large smile plastered across her soft olive tone completion. She jogged back to the table and opened her bag, pulling out a stack of papers. She ran back and handed me one, her smile falling into an evil smirk.

I read the paper.

Blake Baily.

You all know her of this schools bad arse. Well listen up! Because I know your all dying to hear her baggage! well to start off, when she was young her dad always would come home drunk. He would make her promise not to tell, then he'd rape her. Once her father was murdered (by her uncle by the way) her mom fell into a depression and became a prostitute. Belle (Blake's twin sister) Dallon (her brother) and her tried to stay happy. But that didn't work out so well. Dallon killed Belle. It's all his fault that Belle is dead.

Blake was so depressed, so she cut herself. yup that's right! it's her little secret. (That's why she always wears jackets) she has cuts all along her wrists and on her stomach and thighs. But that's not all...

She also fights illegally in a warehouse for money. And and we can't forget she lost her virginity around just turning 16. (If you don't count the rapping of her dad) She brought men to her house (much older man) and had sex with them.