Poems

Hi

"Hi there

nice to meet you

i'm a walking failure

and there's nothing i can do"

I speak

my voice

is low but

it's of my choice

You seem concerned

which i won't blame

that's how they all start out like that

and it all ends up the same

We meet

i love

i then notice

you're too above

You realize

how broken

how i really am

now my tears have spoken

I must ask

"do you still believe

that with a friendship with me

'everything' is what we can achieve?"

You answer

is something i know

because it's all the same

it's what you say before you let me go

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i'm too tired of trying. i should just kill myself. no therapy tomorrow. no school on Monday that would only give me more problems. no parents. no friends who most likely just pretend they like me. they only give me their friendship in pity. nobody actually would care. why would they? i am a walking failure. a broken human with an even worse soul. i don't deserve this life. even if it is crap. i hate myself. literally crying rn. bye