Poems

Not a poem

this is not a poem
It's a talk with you
How are things?
What do you want to do?
Let's have a chat
A conversation
About love
And depression
Love
A strange thing
An emotion
And a feeling
I'm stuck (u dirty minded bastard)
In a relationship
But too scared
To get out of it
I've got two girls
I don't need his shit
\(^_^)/
I've got two girls
Whom I love
One with blue eyes
Like the the sky above
The other with brown
It's a shame
That she's feeling down
A shame she feels this way
Nobody knows
I love this girl
The brown eyed one
With brown hair as well
When I say to her
I love you so
I hope she knows
I don't want her to let me go
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hai.
So this one is about girls. Obviously. But it's more detailed that's that:
I have a boyfriend. One I've had since September. Whom I've loved since September. But as I sank into my hole of depression, he stared as I fell. I want to end things with him. But 1. I don't know how and 2. I'm too scared to. Now for the girls:
Girl #1 I've been best friends with her since as long as I can remember. Same as crushing on her. She was so beautiful and caring. I loved her more than a friend, but she left me before I could say.
Girl #2 I don't want to share too much information, but I'll try.
I was falling, hell I still am falling. She just delayed it. She makes me feel so wonderful and all happy inside. She loves me only as a friend. I love her more than that. Day by day it gets harder for me to not just go and kiss her. But I've got to face facts:
NOBODY WILL EVER CARE ABOUT ME LIKE THAT!