Oh god, she's scared. She's so fucking scared. she's so fucking scared that the rest of her life is going to be like this. She's going to wake up every morning and hate where she is and hate who she is and hate that she will have no one or anything to save herself from the never ending abyss. She's fucking terrified that the rest of her days are going to be nothing but this over and over and over again. That she's never going to find a light in this world and when all the little bits left of the good are dead and gone she's going to be stuck in the middle of all the broken pieces. She wants to live, but her expectations for life are too great and nothing is ever going to be good enough to fill the empty spaces in between what she wants and what she's not likely to get. She's always going to have to settle for the lackluster sheen of reality and oh, oh god, if this is what life is like, maybe life isn't for everyone.
(m.b)
inspired by some movies and quotes I saw earlier ++ melanie gif bc I lov me some mel
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PoesieA collective assortment of poetry and short stories that have been haunting the corners of my mind for far too long. A messy fracture of letters and emotion. Alternatively, pieces of my brain, bits of my heart. © 2018 | JONGDAISIES | MORG [ Enter wi...