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He would sing to me every night. Talk to me every night. He would never miss a time. I even met his little sister, but days got worse at school. He showed me his songs, but also a verse of a unfinished one I think. If I could remember him saying.

Everything will be alright,
Despite that decision.
Broke me in half,
Recite that decision,
Fuck my past.
You and I
FaceTime all night,
You cry.
Heartbroken
Misspoken
Misunderstood
Save you
I wish I could

(If anyone steals that verse, I will delete this story. And you will never hear it or read it again. Do not ruin this for others. ITS NOT MY SONG.)

Anyways.
I was at my worst, I began to get depressed. My father hated me to the max, basically it got worse till I didn't have one anymore. My dog started to get sick.

I started to get depressed, and Jared started to notice that. Because I wouldn't talk as much as I did on the phone. And I wouldn't as post as much anymore. I felt like I was dying. Then Jared starts getting depressed. I become suicidal, and he doesn't know that.
I didn't want him to.

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