Archie Andrews (Riverdale)

Part 15*

I saw her face turning to me and my breath was taken way with that vision. Her beautiful eyes.....her perfect face....her cheeks...all wet and red....her body shaking with every sob....what have I done? She looked broken.....destroyed....all because of me. Her eyes were tearing more and more, her lips were on a heartbreaking pout  shaking, her hands were on fists probably trying to control herself. Ronnie was holding her with sad eyes and looking at me giving small kisses on her head. My baby, my princess was in pain all because of me all because I couldn't bring myself to tell her how much I cared. I broke her heart when I'm supposed to be the one putting all the pieces together. I went on my knees and took her hand kissing them, I could feel the salt of her tears, breaking my heart even more.

"I'm so sorry baby girl....i'm so so sorry....I'm an idiot this is my fault. I'm so sorry. Please stop crying....you're breaking my heart....I love you. Fuck, you can't even imagine how much I love you...I'm so sorry for not telling you this sooner I'm sorry for making you hurt like this when I could....i'm so sorry baby girl....please don't forget me...I can't lose you...not again....I loved you for so long now....so long baby, do you remember our kiss? You were my first kiss...you baby. You were my first kiss and I want you to be my last. I loved you back then and I still do...I love you since I saw you. You were whit a cute grey dress, you looked so beautiful with it, I know you still have it, you where it sometimes and every time I see you with it I smile like an idio just by remembering that kiss...you were my first kiss because I wanted you to. I wanted my first kiss to be with my first true love and it was. We were 14....and I loved you....so please baby girl I beg you.....don't forget me...please."

She wasn't crying anymore but her sobs were still there. Her grip on my hand was thither now, her eyes were shining and I saw that smile I love so much, she was so beautiful even with her red face, all of her was a piece of art, her eyes, her cute nose and her lips were just perfect. She was everything I could ever dream of, her body her face her personality....everything about her....perfection. To me she was perfect and no one could make me think either way, she may not be perfect to the others but she was to me. She was my baby. Her hand made her way to the back of my neck and I smiled with the feeling of her touch, slowly I saw her face coming closer and her lips brushed my owns. I felt my muscles tensed and relaxing at the same time. Her kiss...warm...soft...sweet...I put my hand on her lap and tasted her blueberry lipstick mixed with her salty tears. She dragged me closer to her and deepened the kiss making my whole body explode, I moved my lips in sync with hers begging for more. She slowly pulled apart and looked me in the eyes.

"You were my first kiss to Arch..."