What is real love ?

Nothing else matters or does it?

Simone's p.o.v
It's been 2 months since I been staying with Derek things have been going well  we haven't had any problems he doesn't rush me into sex or nothing he takes everything slow , he is always trying to take me to expensive places but I always turn the requests down take me to McDonald's and that will due . Some times I wonder where he works but he never tells me he just say serious business don't worry about it I'm not stupid at all I know Derek sells drugs I mean who doesn't know he sells drugs he never brings it to the house tho . Last week my mother called me to tell me she was in rehab working on her self but I was upset because she left me on my own ,I forgave  her it was for the best and no me and derek aren't dating we are very close tho I have feelings for him but I'm scared to commit to a relationship I don't even know what to do in a relationship and I would be dammed if I asked him how to be a girlfriend . But I'm not going to focus on that right now I'm happy like this .
Derek wasn't home so I started going through some of my old clothes I opened the pocket finding the note jada gave me lately I've been loosing up Derek had been teaching me to be myself and trust more and get to know people and he always tells me " baby girl not everyone is going to hurt you ."   I picked up the note dialing  jadas number she quickly answered the phone
Jada and Simone's conversation
" hello is this jada "
" yes is the Simone I can recognize your voice are you okay do you ne-"
" jada I'm fine everything is ok I know that you haven't been seeing me since I transferred schools but I just wanted to tell that I'm doing fine before I was acting really stuck up and rude and I regret it all because all you was trying to do was help me ."
"Simone it's fine some people are harder to open up to I understand you have trust issues there is no problem with that you have every reason not to trust me but I wish you give me a chance in friendship."
"Jada that would be nice but we can't jump right into a friend ship so do you want to go out to eat just to get to know each other a little bit ?"
" yea sure send me your address I'll be on my way Simone ."
"Ok."
Thirty minutes later
I heard knocks at the door I figured it was jada so rushed down the stairs opening the door revealing jada she look good I'm not gone lie but I wasn't gay at all, I told her to come in she came in complementing me on the house " this is so nice omg your parents are rich wow " " rich ? Parents ? Who what ? This what happens when your parents leave you and your house get evicted and you end up staying with a drug dealer ." I said in a serious tone " well damn " jada responded and that's when Derek walked through the door " damn ma where you going looking like a snack and shit and who is your friend "
" thank you Derek I said blushing and this isn't my friend she is just someone I know and we are going out to eat if that's ok with you "
" yea you straight as long as you ain't giving another nigga what's mine "
" boy yours since when " I said smirking
" it ain't mine Simone? Alright bet Ima show you better then I can tell you 😏"
Oop what did I get myself into I'm not ready I just want to kiss and play pretend with him or maybe we should move it to the next step I don't know it's all on my now .
Me and jada made our way to her car it was nice asf I went around to the other side and got in she started driving down the road and we made our way to chipotle we went in and we saw these boys looking I instantly grabbed my phone and put my head phones in while jada smiled and flirted with one of them then another boy came To me and he was talking but my head phones was stuffed in my ear and I sat there ignoring him the whole time until he snatched them out of my ear you know what happened next I snapped on his ass 😩.
Sean point of view
" damn jay who that over there she finer then a bih "
" ion know but I know the other one that's jada watch I get up on that "
" damn put me down with her homegirl"
" lmfao what I look like lil bra you better get her on your own "
" fuck "
Simone's p.o.v
"Why you touch my shit man? Why you touch my fucking shit I don't know you from a an of paint but you walking up on me yea I seen you talking but don't you think if I was interested in you I would've took them out obviously I'm not interested so shake my shit man !"
" a nigga was just trying to talk to yo stuck up ass you you pretty but your personality ugly girl real nigga shit ."
"Bye the fuck ain't no one tell you to walk over here and talk to me you sound upset pooh."
"Ight"
*sean walks off *
I can't believe I just did all of that to him it wasn't even that serious I just made a big scene just because a boy was trying to talk to me oh well it's to late to change it and I'm not apologizing to anybody so I'll leave it as it is fuck it , jada walked over to me .
Jada and Simone conversation
" Simone wtf happen ? "
"Nothing you see he came one here trying to talk to me and he couldn't get the hint so I cursed him out "
" sighs* ok Simone let's eat talk a little and I'll take you home ."
30 minutes later
" so Simone tell me a little bit about your self "
" ummmmm sure lets see I moved here to Florida with my mom when I was eight I been threw a lot of things in my life and it caused me to be the way I am now ."
" Simone every one isn't trying to hurt you I know you been threw a lot but things get better , but I'll tell you more about my self my names whole name is jada brown I've stayed in Florida all of my life I grew up with 3 sibling and both of my parents but 5 years ago they all died in a home fire sad right yea I think about that everyday I was put to live with my grandma and I gained a close relationship with her but sadly she past away last year and now it's just me living in the house I think about my past a lot but I made it here for a reason my grandma told me to make her proud before she left and those thoughts run threw my head on a daily and every time I think about giving up I repeat her words but enough of that it's the past I want to be happy again ."
" aw omg jada I never knew any of that happen to you I walk around worrying about myself and not others I'm sorry one again for acting that way"
" it's fine trust me now that we got to know each other Let's make each other happy and I'm going to break you out of your shell there is a party next weekend and your going and your gonna cut the fuck up ."
" wtf jada I don't party I sit at home read and work on school I won't go to the party "
" trust me you will "
" maybeeeeeee jada maybe "