What is real love ?

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I fucked up big time when I let Derek take advantage of me I shouldn't have took that shot of Hennessy man now I'm here laying in his bed butt naked i didn't wanna be here I didn't wanna be with him at all I just happen to run into him and so forth.
I woke up that morning with a horrible headache I gathered my things and tried to sneak out the house but someone tapped me on my shoulder you can guess who it was he started questioning me and I gave silly responses.
Derek and Simone's conversation
" where you going ?"
" umm i am going To home I mean to work I mean to go "
" Simone why are you lien ? All you had to say was you wanted to leave "
" ok I wanna leave I don't wanna be here bye "
" damn it's like nvm "
" yes it's like this Derek *scoffs* I don't have time for your bullshit anymore "
I said what I said and i walked out the door and guess who was standing in the front yard samya I swear I was so tired of running into this hoe . When she saw me walking towards the side walk she looked at me with anger and I winked she rushed into the house and all I heard was yelling did I do that did I break up that happy home ? And to think he wanted to be with me I might be crazy but I ain't no dumb Bitch and that's on ma I continued to walk until I reached Travis house which wasn't far I got there Travis was laid in the bed with some female I could smell the sex in the are it smelled disgusting I tapped Travis waking him up he got up and told the ho to get out im guessing she thought I was his girlfriend or something because the whole time there she mugged me . I was so pissed off at Travis for leaving me in that club last night I ain't even wanna talk to him but I decided to ask him why he left me he responded I lost you I started looking for you but I couldn't find you no where and when I saw you with that Nigga I just shook my head Simone you still want him? He ask I didn't respond it didn't matter even if I did , even tho I don't want him still it's not that serious. I told Travis I didn't have any feelings for Derek even tho I did they wasn't that deep tho . After me and Travis had our little talk I took a shower and went to sleep I had a hang over I needed all the sleep I could get when I woke up from my nap I had 30 missed calls from Derek
And a different number I didn't know what was going on but I decided to call back and Derek picked up and he was crying a little bit .

Unknown p.o.v
We get hold of her and bring her back I'll kill her hurry no body his home make sure you got Derek's attention samya don't let him leave your sight do what you have to do to keep him busy now go .
I didn't wanna kill my ex wife but hey she fucked me up with Simone not being my daughter pay back is a bitch cheating can cost you your fucking life specially fucking around with me . I hate that hoe for lying to me she could've kept it real .
I ain't wanna kill this hoe momma I wanted to kill her I'm so mad bro why my daddy couldn't just get the bitch her self I ain't no hit man what the hell your own daughter . It was dark out side and it looked like no one was home so I walked up to the door step and knocked really hard no one answered then the door opened Elise was there I snatched the brick out my pocket and smashed her across her face with it she fell out instantly I picked her up and threw her in the car I tied her arms and legs up also . When we was half way there she woke up she didn't know what she was getting into she started screaming and crying which was pissing me off so I called my dad and told him I was almost there I finally got there and drug the bitch out the car and took her in the wear house it was a couple men in there with all types of weapons this wasn't going to be pretty at all two of them picked Elise up and took her in the room im guessing they both raped her because I heard loud screams and crying oh well . After they raped her they tied her up in a chair naked and that's when my daddy came out and she instantly cried and begged but my dad wasn't hearing that so he punched her dead In her face knocking her out and he left I wasn't sure what to do so I just stayed there .

Why isn't Simone answering the phone man damn Elise isn't here the door is wide open with blood everywhere bra damn this is her mama why she not picking up I'm glad I came looking for Simone I wish she answer the phone tho man.

" hello ?"
" Simone get up right now get to your mom house as soon as possible hurry up the police is already here "
" wait what happen "
" just get here hurry !"
When I picked up the phone and talked to Derek I didn't waste any time grabbing Travis's keys I sped all the to my moms house when I got there it was crime scene tape every where when I saw all the blood on the floor I dropped to my knees and prayed she was okay I should've stayed home I shouldn't have left her now look my mama has disappeared with out a trace I didn't have anything to tell the police I didn't know nothing . I tried to get close to the crime scene but they held me back I had a feeling she was dead it was so much blood on the floor I know I wasn't stupid where was her fiancé why was she home alone I blame myself for this shit .

I turned the tv on and I saw the story on the news we had to hurry up and get rid of this Bitch because this was getting hot so I grabbed my gun and video camera I was going to record the killing and send it to Simone but I went back into the room and pointed the gun at her head but I let her say her last words which was " I love my daughter plea-" but I shot her right in the middle of her head i didn't wanna here shit about her daughter or no one else I told my boys and samya to get rid of the body and that's what they did she fucked me over she deserved it Derek is next for killing Shaun they better hope I die because I'm getting all of them .

I didn't know my daddy was going to kill her fr I was kinda sad because this was someone's mother but what could I do oh well my job was to get rid of the body and that's what I did we went and threw her body in a deserted area with a lake we laid her in the water and she sunk and floated down the river after we did That we left and went back to the wear house and cleaned up all of the blood once I was finish I decided to go home and wash up .

I can't sleep I'm scared my life is messed up right now my mom could be dead and I don't know Derek is going crazy because he can't find out who took her and just when I thought everything was a mess I thought of all
Those notes that were sent to me over a period of time I still had them
To I got them and showed Derek and I told him how my " dad " came to my job but didn't do anything we started putting the pieces together and they all
Added it up it was devin he did it it had to be him !

2 weeks later
"BOOM BOOM"
" who is it! "
" it's the police can we speak to Simone "
" this is her yes how may I help y'all ? Do y'all have my mom ? Is she okay ? Where is she?"
" Simone I'm sorry but your mom was murder her body was found floating in a river this morning she had a Single gun shot wound to the head she was also raped she had 2 different traces of sperm left in her body I'm sorry to give you the news if you know anything it would help to find you mothers killer "
" NO NO NO YOU SURE ITS HER NO PLEASE ITS NOT CHECK AGAIN MY MAMA CANT BE DEAD WHY NOOO YALL GOTTA BE LYING ITS NOT FUNNY ITS NOT HER ITS NOT "
" Simone does this face look familiar?"
" oh no that's my mama what what should I do what am I going to do who did it to her ? Why ? How ? When ? Who?"
" ma'am I'm sorry for your lost there is nothin we could do she looked as if she was tied down also if you want more information come to the police station but not now I want you to relax "
" go away !"
Door shut
I woke up from Simone screaming and yelling I crept down stairs she was talking to the police and I heard what they said the whole time she shut the door in their face and dropped to the ground and continued to cry I didn't wanna see my baby like this I ran over to her and I picked her up and laid her on the couch I tried to stop my self from crying but I couldn't all Simone could do was scream and cry she beat on my chest but it didn't hurt me she cried in my chest until she fell
Asleep I took her upstairs and laid her in bed just when I was about to lay my head on the pillow the door ringed I got up and opened it no one was there but it was a CD sitting on the welcome mat I picked it up and I put it inside the DVD player and when I saw what was on there it broke my heart I tried to hurry up and turn it off but Simone was already down stairs looking at the video when I saw her she just looked at the television screen she didn't cry she didn't scream she just sat there looking at the video . I couldn't watch anymore so I turned it off and left out the living room Simone was still in a daze so I didn't wanna bother her I decided to take a shower .

Simone
I heard the door open so I got up to see what was going on I walked down stairs and Derek put a CD in the DVD player when the video came on it was a video of my momma tied up in a chair crying and saying my daughter but was shot in the head before finishing her sentence when I saw that video I knew it was true I couldn't cry I couldn't move or nothing it was real my mamma was gone that moment kept replaying in my head over and over again I couldn't get it out who would wanna hurt her and why if she was killed a week ago why did they send this video now why who would want to hurt her .....