What is real love ?

Why me ?

Derek p.o.v
Right now Ian want shit to do with Simone all she do is bitch around and cry to be honest I'm not with all that all I really care about is my money and my drugs ion even need to be in a relationship right now to tell you the truth all she do is bitch about this baby i don't even want it I got to much to live for I know I should've left her alone in the beginning. After Simone left I left and hit up the strip club I needed to do something I'm stressing right now I need some good ass head or something, one of the strippers walked up to me and offered a lap dance I mean Ian gone say no Ima get it we went in the room and she started grinding on my dick why couldn't Simone do this shit man she had a nigga on rock hard I couldn't take it nomore so I tried to bend her over but she pushed me on the couch and started giving me head I got head before but damn , right when I was about buss somebody barged in it was jada she started beating the shit outta the stripper fuck I messed up fuck man damn . I couldn't do nothing so I just got my shit together and left I drove home and walked in the house and Simone was there laying on the floor with blood all over her I called 911 I didn't know what to do I just gave them the address and and cried I didn't know where Elise was I tried to wake Simone up but she wouldn't move man I fucked up big time I cheated again and I made her have a abortion what the fuck . 10 minutes later the ambulance came threw the door Simone looked so life less I wanted to kill myself for hurting her it's all my fault . After 5 minutes they took her away and rushed her to the hospital instead of going I stayed and called Elise once I called her and told her what happen she started snapping on me I didn't even know what to say I didn't wanna respect her but she was coming at me wrong so I had to get on her case .
Elise and Derek conversation
" hello ma this Derek um something happen to Simone we gotta go to the hospital "
" omg Derek when ? Why ? What ? How ? "
" she had an abortion ma I came home she was laying on the floor with blood everywhere I feel like it's all my fault this ain't the first time she been In the hospital because of me "
" Derek you can't blame yourself everything happens for a reason god took the baby away for a reason everything will fall In place"
" when tho I feel like it's the life style that I'm living messing me up I feel like it's karma "
" Derek relax and I'm on my way to the hospital meet me there "
Simone's p.o.v
I didn't know what was going on I just know I felt drained I opened my eyes and I was in a hospital bed again why what happen did I get shot or something I hope my baby is ok forget everything else , just then the doctor walked in and began talking I started crying instantly when she told me why I was here how come I didn't remember that I'm a horrible person I hate me self !
Simone and doctors conversation
" hello miss Simone your doing much better then before I'm happy to see you awake you look a little pale but I have some bad news for you "
" yes?" My voice trembled
" your baby didn't make it yo-"
" NOOOOO I DIDNT I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME WHYY I-"
"Simone listen You over dosed in abortion pills and you fell down a flight of stairs causing the baby to come out quickly and you could've bled to death if that young man didn't come to your rescue I know your upset because you've lost a child but this could have been much worse ."
" I don't care what your saying right now my child is dead I'm sitting in a hospital by myself regretting everything I ever did "
" miss I'll be back to check on you you'll have visitors soon stop crying babe everything will be ok "
Simone p.o.v
I couldn't stop crying why I only did it to make Derek happy I was stupid I'm only six teen years old and I let this grown ass man take control of me now I'm a killer I took a innocent life to please some one else . I didn't wanna live anymore so I snatched all of the I.V's out of my arms and I walked to the window opening it up I stepped out on the roof and walked to the edge I was up really high I sat down letting my feet dangle back and forth and people started to notice me it only made me cry harder because I realized I was really going to kill myself I stood back up and let my last tear drop and let go ....
Jada's p.o.v
I know what me and Derek had been over but he wasn't finna sit there and cheat on Simone for what the second time in a row really that nigga had me fucked up I'm glad I lost my job because I wouldn't have seen him cheating on Simone I hope she leaves him after I tell her this let me call her phone right now .
Derek p.o.v
Yea I know I fucked up I have to go see Simone , I rushed to the hospital giving them Simone's information and they led me to her room which was empty I looked in the bathroom And checked further down the hall I came back to the room and I saw Simone on the edge of the roof she looked like she was about to jump off the building I ran so fast and yelled her name she looked back and fell forward ....
Elise p.o.v
My baby my poor baby I can't blame Derek I can't blame myself . Why God why I have to hurry up and get to the hospital. I was in the car pulling up to the hospital and Jada called me I answered quickly and what she told me hurt me so badly I told her want happen to Simone and she Instantly broke down .
Elise and Jada conversation
"Hello ms.E I caught Derek cheating on Simone at the strip club I'm
So mad I beat the girl up he ain't good fo-"
" wow Jada I I I'm speech less because I told her to take him back and look what happen when she did that he cheats again , Jada Simone is in the hospital you need to get there right now .
"Wait ma why what happen is she ok "
" Jada just get there I don't know "
Elise p.o.v
I was almost at the hospital the ride there I cried it seem as if the closer I got the sadder I got I finally pulled up I rushed into the hospital giving them Simone's information I rushed to the room and slowly walked in it was empty but I saw Derek out on the roof and I saw my baby standing on the edge and she fell .. I ran out on the roof Derek had his hand tightly wrapped around her ankle her kept trying to pull her up but it was no use I tried we tried and tried she started moving up a little bit but we need more help that's when i heard Jada yelling and she ran helping us pick up Simone and take her back into the room I ran to get a nurse and instead of one nurse coming in like 6 rushed in I started snapping "why wasn't anyone watching her my baby could've been dead ! Y'all talking and shit but my baby over her about to commit suicide really ?" She said with cracks in her voice .
Jadas p.o.v
Simone baby wake up please I love you it's gonna be ok , I said to her I was so upset I hate Derek he shouldn't even be here stupid ass fuck boy I hate him and he got the nerve to try to act as if Ian catch him cheating on her this Nigga done lost all his marbles he made her kill the baby and cheated on her twice knowing how Simone gets it's sad as fuck You think a nigga down for you hit me out here entertaining other bitches having them feel like their the only one shit crazy I wanna see my girl doing good . "DEREK GET THEn FUCK OUT YOU DONT LOVE HER "
" I do love her let me expl-"
"Explain what Derek the fact that you cheated on Simone once again with out giving a fuck what you gone say now ? I was drunk nah nigga fuck that I hop Simone leave yo broke lien cheating ass you dumb bitch made ass nigga you just like the rest of these no good broward niggas y'all get y'all dicks wet and leave y'all get a good girl and do her fucking dirty I hope she leave you dawg on ma I'll help her find a better nigga than you !"
" hoe fuck you , you just mad because I broke up with yo ass and got a new bitch you mad cuz that baby died fuck you !"
" Derek you ain't shit second child you killed be proud that you couldn't handle your responsibilities like a real man ."
Simone p.o.v
I guess they thought I was sleep but I heard every single word from him cheating on me to him and Jada having a baby together wow everything is coming out what could I do nothing I just found out my boyfriend cheated on my once again I just found out my boyfriend and bestfriend had a child together this is a lot to take not only am I hurt but I'm broken inside out is this really love I don't even know if he really love me I thought he was inlove with me I guess not love don't live on his side I hope my mama got her house because I'm leaving I'm done with Derek this was it he left me with nothing.
GROUP CONVERSATION
" so Is all of this true ??" Simone asked with her weak voice
" yes Simone I'm sorry I should've told you about me and Jada I thought it was over I'm sorry for cheating I'm sorry Simone pl-"
" Simone listen I'm your friend you don't need Derek all he did was cause hurt upon you and he don't care don't if he cared you wouldn't be in this hospital you wouldn't have tried to kill your self yes I know I should've told you me and Derek had a child together but I wanted to see you happy and messing up your relationship was the last thing on my min-"
"I I I don't care anymore the both of you can stay outta of my life where is my mom and bestfriend "
" bestfriend who it better not be a nigga " Derek said
" it is and he take care of me much better than you Derek he don't judge me or hurt me he don't lie to me Travis is there for me where is my phone so I can call him I don't want to talk to neither of you right now please leave me alone I have a lot to think about this time Derek I will have my things out of your house and Jada I won't run to your house I'm not mad at you Jada I just wish you could've told me before you feel me I thought you was my girl .