What is real love ?

Truth or lies

I'm glad Simone and Derek broke up now I got this Nigga wrapped around my finger I know he talk to other girls but he ain't going no where he got it coming for killing my brother yea Sean is my brother Sean Samya yes my older brother now I gotta live with out him all because he did something to that ugly as bitch Simone and now I have to live with out my fucking brother Ima get both of them where it hurts . Simone love her mama don't she she better enjoy her while she can now because it's coming ... I wonder if Simone know that Deven ain't even her fucking daddy .

Simone p.o.v
It's been 2 weeks since he showed me he didn't want me I'm still sad I still cry you think that nigga check up on me hell nah he be out having a ball , acting like I never existed but that's " nigga logic " I wish I can get over this nigga and once I do I don't wanna hear about none of that love shit because motherfuckers don't know the definition of love cuz trust me if they did I would be happy maybe niggas want girls that don't care about them that's what Derek probably with right now a Bitch that smoke all day and live off of him I guess he couldn't handle a youngin that's so independent.

Enough of talking about him Jada still text and call me but I don't feel like talking to her maybe I should listen to her and what she has to say I'll call her over later on tonight but for now I'll just chill out I'm off today my mom isn't home of course she always working but I know she be with her fiancée might as well say this is my house I could fuck all types of niggas if I wanted to and wouldn't get caught . I heard a knock at the front door I got up opening it but it was nobody I looked down and it was a note
Simone Ima cut straight to it watch out you got involved with the wrong nigga you got a lot coming to you watch your mama watch out for Derek but watch out for your self ask your mama do she got something to hide from you .. your little family might fall apart but oh well you made my family fall apart so Ima make yours fall apart even worse you just think you all that because you fuck with Derek he ain't shit to tell you the truth that's why he ain't want that damn baby cuz he can't even take care of his self he have everybody else doing his work but you love that dumb ass nigga lol you young bitches .. I work for your daddy btw I can get really close to you if I wanted to but Ima give you some more time to live just watch out I also got a surprise for Derek y'all bets be ready..
~ me

Ok so who the hell sent this to my house what ever Derek got going on that's him don't involve my ass the hell .. I'm not worried about most of the shit in that letter im worried about them saying my mama got something she hiding from me I wonder what it is I hope it's nothing bad I've been hurt enough to hope it's a bullshit lie or something I'll just call her right now .
Simone and Elise conversation
" uh ma I just called to ask you some thing "
" what is it sweet heart "
" do you have something your hiding from me ?"
" I - I no what do you mean "
" Nothing I just feel like someone is hiding something from me "
" Simone I do have something to tell you its gone hurt you badly ill be there later on tonight "
" tell me now ma I wanna know !"
The line went blank
Bro whatever she got to fucking tell me it better be something serious.

10 minutes later Jada arrived she walked in with a smile on her face I don't know why she was smiling she better be that happy to see me .
She looked good to be honest but I'm not gay we started talking I still wasn't ready to forgive her because of what happen but I had to sooner or later .
"Sooo wassup Jada "
" nothing how you been I just want to apo-"
" shut up Jada damn stop apologizing it's over with "
" oh ok I just thought you didn't forgive me "
" I did forgive you I been did "
" well I miss you Simone..... I miss you a lot "
" I I -"
"Simone I'm in love with you I want you to leave Derek alone I can make you happy girls know what girls want and I know how to please you "
"Jada I can't I'm not gay I -"
" shh"
" no Jada stop I'm not gay at all seriously let it go "
" oh I hear you girl but Ima call you later I just came to check on you "
Simone p.o.v
It was five o clock and my mama still wasn't home I hope she don't tell me nothing stupid because I really don't have time for the bullshit I guess I'll wait until she come home.
2 hours later she walked threw the door she had a weird look on her face I got off of the couch and walked to her and when I looked in her face she started crying I don't know why it better be really something.
Elise & simone conversation
"Simone im sorry forgive me before I tell you this "
" tell me ma you scaring me "
" I I devin is not your daddy that's why he was treat-"
"Wait what so you had me thinking this man was my father and he not that's why he beat us ?"
" Simone yes remember when he started acting different and beating you earlier before that we found it you wasn't his "
" so you mean to tell me you waited this long to tell me ? I done got raped and beat for something I couldn't control really you just now telling me this shit what else you gone say ? I'm not yours either what's fucking next I got cancer huh ma what else you got to say ? "
"Simone you better calm down I'm sorry I know I'm wrong but I just-"
" you just what I fucking hate you bro you just like everybody else your my mother well I don't even know if that's true you kept so much shit from me why does every one hurt me your my mother bra I fucking hate you , you stupid bitch I wish you could die I hate all of you I hate you do lying to me you let him beat me the whole time you knew what was going on you didn't even try to protect me I hate you "
Simone p.o.v
I couldn't stand to look at my mom so I just stormed out the house how could she do this to me my mother out of all people why am I still here I should've been dead and gone bra on everything I ain't got shit to live for everything bad keeps happening to me this it I gotta get my own shit I can't deal with these lies and heartbreaks anymore I'm about to collect all my money and shake  . I needed someone to talk to so I called my bestfriend I told him everything that happened atleast he listened at least he told the truth he told me that I should tell her I'm sorry but I can't right now I'm not feeling it I sat at the park for a couple of hours talking to Travis until my phone died he told me that I could come over to his house but I didn't want him to think I was using him so I told him no I'm sure he was still going to come find me . 10 minutes later his ass pulled up all I could do was laugh because mthis nigga wasn't playing atleast someone cared about my complicated ass .
Of course I denied getting In the car until Travis picked me up placing me in the seat after he got into the driver seat we took off and we went to his house and once we got there I took a shower and went in travis's room he was laying in the bed half naked when I saw that I turned Around quickly acting like I didn't see anything I'm sure he saw me because after I turned around he pulled me into the room and started to laugh Travis was really handsome but he wasn't my type at all .

That whole night me and him talked and got High it was better then being home and being around Derek I love taking drugs it made me feel much better . Eventually Travis came up with the idea to go out I looked a mess man but Travis forced me to go get dress I told him I didn't have anything to wear this nigga left and went to forever 21 and brought so much shit once I got done fixing my hair and stuff I looked threw all of the clothes and I decided to wear this skin tight strap less bright orange romper with some golden sandals. I got dressed and I looked in the mirror and my body look so different my butt had grown so much and my stomach had a little bit of weight on it but I looked good I guess because Travis came behind me and told me how beautiful I looked I didn't feel that pretty but I took the compliment like it was the last one I'll ever get by saying thank you Travis I never felt this pretty . It didn't take Travis long to get dress he had on a true religion fit I swear I was tired of these Niggas and these true fits . But Travis actually looked good in what he was wearing his pants were red with white outlining and his shirt was red also with the white out lining and I don't know what type of shoes he had on but they were nice as Fuck . We made our way to the care I had just thought about it I was to young to get into a club but travis told me not to worry he got face I wasn't sure about that but I trusted him ,finally we pulled up to a big building with lights coming out of everywhere it was so much people surrounding the club that I got nervous I guess Travis saw how I was looking and he grabbed my waist and pulled me close and told me it was going to be okay . I wasn't sure if Travis was flirting with me or what but I wasn't ready for a relationship at all .

We eventually reached the entrance of the club I was right behind Travis for like 5 minutes he sat there talking to the person that lets people in the club after a couple more minutes we entered the club once I got in I saw strippers hustlas you name it I never heard of a club like this I seen women with their boyfriends boyfriends with their boyfriends girlfriends with their girlfriends everybody was out that night . Travis disappeared on my ass so I walked around the club until I reached the bar I sat there watching everything and everyone I saw so much shit that made me wanna never party again one nigga slipped a pill in the girl drink I told her before she could drink it and she tossed the drink in his face and walked off next time I'll just mind my business.

I was so bored and upset Travis left me and I don't even like being around people I decided to get me a drink I asked the Bartender for a small glass of henny she looked at me crazy but came closer and whispered in my ear " you know you a baby you not suppose be drinking nothing but you better be lucky you cute " I smiled a little bit I wasn't sure why these lesbians always flirted with me but I smiled a little bit and waited for the drink eventually she gave me the glass and I went to sipping on it I felt a lil tipsy off that one small glass so I decided to get up and dance they started playing freak hoes lol that was my Q to get out and dance I started shaking my ass like it was my last time partying then I felt some hands grip my waist I didn't care who it was I just know I was having a good time i danced for a while and turned around and realized who it was it was Derek that instantly killed my mood I turned my head side ways and looked at him with so much disgust why was he here well I can't stop him from coming place but why was he around me I wish I would've knew who I was dancing on . I tried to walk off but he grabbed me and pulled me closer he pushed me against the wall and started rubbing on my body I forgot we was in a club but we was in the back I tried to push him away but my body wanted everything he was offering even if it was wrong he pushed into a room that had hidden in the back of the club I tried my best to stop him but he came on to me more making me want it even more than  him all he was doing was run against my body knowing he was teasing me I felt a water fall between my legs it was time .  He stood up looking at me with crazy look then he dropped to his knees pulling his head between my legs and began eating my pussy like it was that last time he'll be able to it started feeling to good at the point where I couldn't even take it I began going crazy and right when I was about to cum he stopped and slid himself in side of me it was so big I swear it was better than the first time  which made me go crazy every time I called myself running he would pull me back and go even deeper making my body go crazy I never had this feel before we had sex for atleast an hour I was so tired but it look like he was just getting started then he finally came I wasn't even sure If he pulled out . I could barely walk when we was done he came and picked me up and whispered come back home baby and I drifted off to sleep in his arms .