Let me Be The One (JhoBea)

Chapter 1

Rain

"Jho! Sige na kasi payag ka na." Jia said. Pinipilit niya kasi akong pumunta ng mall ngayong araw kasi wala kaming training. Kaso tinatanggihan ko siya, wala kasi ako sa mood.

"Ju iba na lang please" tapos tinabunan ko ng unan yung mukha ko. Kinuha niya naman ito.

"Bes anuba?" Asar kong sabi. Its a bad move to be with this one in one room. Jusko iba ang energy ng Lola niyo every Sunday.

"Sige na jhow jhow." Then she pouted. How can I resist the cuteness of our team captain? How!?

"Grabe ka ju wala kang consideration sa mga taong heartbroken na gusto lang makapag nilay nilay sa araw ng linggo upang maka usad sa buhay!" Tumayo na ako at naghanap ng damit sa cabinet ko.

"Dami mong sinabi sasama ka rin pala sa akin! And Please tigil tigilan mo ako dyan sa excuse mo hah! You don't have to drown yourself in tears when you can have fun outside this room!" Mahaba niyang litanya bago ako inirapan. Eto gusto ko sa kanya eh instead na magdramahan kaming dalawa sinusungitan niya ako. And somehow it makes me happy.

Inirapan ko rin siya pagkatapos pumasok sa Cr upang makapag bihis.

Paglabas ko, ay agad niya din akong hinila upang maka alis na kami agad. Muntik muntikan na akong madapa dahil sa hila niya.

"Hoy ju! Dahan dahan lang." Habang naka yuko ako watching my steps dahil Baka matisod ako.

Nang mabangga ako sa likod niya.

"Jho balik tayong room, may naiwan ako" jia said while trying to block my view behind her.

"Wag na! Dito na tayo oh!" Pilit ko siyang inaalis sa pagkakaharang niya sa unahan ko kasi ang Lola niyo ayaw patinag. I forced her then stop immediately when I see what she's trying to hide.

"Yan ang kulit kasi!" Rinig kong bulong niya.
I just keep my eyes on what is happening in front of me.

Bea's opening the door of her car to let maddie slid on it. Fuck that I thought I already moved on what is this feeling again? Fuck. Umikot na siya papuntang driver seat ng lumingon siya sa kintatayuan ko. And to tell you honestly walang walang ang mga pambansa player sa bilis ng takbo ng puso ko. She just look away immediately then drove away.

Matutumba sana ako. Buti na lang nasalo ako ni jia.
"Jho OK ka lang?" I just shook my head then she hugged me. I can't lie to her. Its absurd. Dahil kilalang kilala niya ako.

"Its going to be okay jho." Then my tears fell. Kasabay ng maliliit na patak ng ulan.

"Anuba beh? Paano na ang lakad natin?" Natatawa kong saad. Jia just shrugged her shoulders.

"I think its better to stay here na lang." She smiled at me, then took my hands.

"Movie marathon na lang tayo ju." I said. But we heard a knock. Its Kim.

"Hi jhow! And ju! can I stay here? My roomie is not here eh." She said.

"Oo naman beh." Sagot ko room mate niya kasi si Maddie. I smiled painfully.

"Stop thinking about everything so much, you’re breaking your own heart." Jia said while looking at me intently.

Kim look puzzled. "What's happening? Did you saw them?" Kim asked.

"Yes she saw them" ju said. I'm thankful if galing yun sa akin Baka maiyak ako ulit.

"Jho Hindi sa pinapangunahan kita hah pero I think you should really moved on Bea is courting Maddie." She bluntly said and it stung. Natulala lang ako and just like that my tears started to fall again.

"Sorry but I have to be honest with you to lessen the pain you will encounter kasi pag Hindi ko sinabi ngayon Baka MA's lalo kang umasa" malungkot niyang saad jia's caressing my back.

"Ssshh breath bes" she said.

"Ju ang sakit na." I said. She nods her head motioning to just go on. "Bakit masakit pa rin? Bakit kailangang si Maddie pa? Bakit Hindi na lang ako? I am not that lovable ba ju? Bakit ako na lang palagi yung mas sinasaktan?" I said in between sobs.

"You are lovable jho. Don't say things like that!  don't do that to yourself. They're always people who is hard to please but you shouldn't think of them na lang kasi there are more people who loves you." She said.

"Jho tama si jia. Please don't be hard to yourself. You just had to face the reality that not every one you like will like you I mean that's life. And I know you're stronger than this  you're not the new queen eagle for nothing." Kim said. I calm myself then look and smile at them.

"Thank you guys! I feel so much better now. Kailangan ko nang ibalik ang jhoanang bakla na nakikilala niyo naloloka na ako, Hindi ako to beh" I laughed. They laughed too then silence come again.

"Humanda kayo sa jhoana maraguinot version 2.0" inirapan ako ni jia.

"Yuck jho gasgas na yan." She said disgusted. I smirk.

"Mararamdaman nila ang hagupit ng babaeng baklang nasaktan" jia and Kim laughed really hard.

"Wow naman bes iba ka!" Jia said.

"Ako pa ba? Mej nauntog na ako bes. Dapat di ako patalo sa isang sulok na lang hahahah." I said.

A moment of silence. Dahil napagod kami kakatawa.

"I think I need a makeover." I said. Jia's eyes widened.

"What the hell bes?" Di niya makapaniwalang saad.

"I need that. You know ayos buhay ako teh ayos mukha din"

"OK fine I'll be with you" juju said.

"Pass muna ako. Kaka pa bangs ko lang hahahah" Kim said.

And when all the lights off here I am again crying my heart out. Tanginang sakit. Hindi ko mawari yung sakit. Pero sisimulan ko na ang pag tapos nito upang maka usad na ako para sa panibagong kabanata ng buhay ko. At sana ito na rin ang huling pagkakataon na iiyakan ko ang Isang Bea DeLeon dahil kahit gaano ko siya kamahal napapagod rin ako.