꒰ CIGARETTES ✔️ ꒱ - CHANGKI ˎˊ˗

hurt..

EDITED • 29 FEB 2020

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the very quiet sound of the tv was occasionally interrupting the silence but it didn't really bother the two boys who were too focused just on each other.

they were lying on the couch. kihyun was cuddled up against changkyun, his face buried in the younger's chest.

changkyun was playing with a strand of kihyun's, already fading, pink hair.

"why are you pushing me away in school?" kihyun mumbled out. "yet you are acting like this when it is just the two of us..."

"because i hate the fact that i let myself be with you again," changkyun answered, not thinking much. "i don't want anyone else to know."

"you hate it?"

kihyun felt a lump forming in his throat. he found himself so weak now that he knew what changkyun truly felt. not that he was surprised.

"yes. because i know i will get hurt again."

he knew he hurt changkyun. many times.

but he had no idea that he had caused so much damage. enough damage for changkyun to be ashamed of himself for being with kihyun.

the older dragged himself slightly up so he was at the same eye level with changkyun. he lifted his head up, looking at the other.

"changkyun," he said quietly, his voice barely coming out.

"hm?"

"i love you."

"you... you've never said that before." the younger's eyes widened slightly. he didn't believe that he would ever hear those words coming from kihyun's mouth. and his voice made it sound so sweet. "i love you, too," he stuttered.

kihyun smiled warmly.

do you really?, he thought.