a.k.a. bish u thought this ended
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EDITED - 9 JUNE 2020
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changkyun woke up, covered in a layer of cold sweat. he was breathing heavily, not sure what was happening. his head hurt a lot, there were tears streaming down his eyes and he was only staring into the darkness.
he was sitting in bed like that for a while as he slowly started remembering the nightmare he had which explained why was he crying.
as he tried calming down, he felt something heavy on top of himself.
he looked closely and realized it was kihyun.
the first rays that were appearing above the horizon and managed to escape through the curtains were reflecting on his sleeping face.
"kihyun," changkyun whispered, cupping the boy's cheeks with shaky hands.
a frown appeared on kihyun's face as he was being forced to wake up. he scrunched his nose lightly and nuzzled his face into changkyun's chest before opening his eyes and the first thing he noticed was changkyun's expression and how he was on the verge of tears.
"baby, what's wrong?" he asked sleepily, his eyebrows curling upwards in worry.
"i had a nightmare," the younger explained. kihyun just nodded his head as a gesture for him to keep talking. "it all started with you and minhyuk being together at school. and i was just sitting aside..." changkyun continued talking about his nightmare and it was so detailed that for a second even kihyun believed that it was real and he actually died.
by the time changkyun finished talking, he was crying hard, his face buried in kihyun's shirt. kihyun couldn't even calm him down anymore, he was just hugging him tight.
"changkyun, i'm not dead," the pink haired male whispered, combing his fingers through changkyun's hair. "i'm here, right? i told you i'm not going anywhere. and i will never leave you, okay?"
changkyun lifted his head up, looking at kihyun with a pout. "kihyun, i love you so much."
"i love you even more," kihyun giggled, kissing changkyun softly. "and no one will ever be able to replace you even if you doubt it. just remember that. i don't need anyone but you."
finally, a soft smile appeared on changkyun's face after hearing those words.
"let's go smoke so you can calm down a bit," kihyun suggested, knowing it was what changkyun always did when he wanted to calm down his nerves.
"okay, but i'm not letting you smoke."
"oh, come on..."
"i can't lose you a second time."
after they lifted themselves up from bed, kihyun wrapped his arms around the younger's neck with a smile. "don't think you will get rid of me so easily."
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