[3] Its complicated, okay ?!

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sorry i havent updatedd i just moved and i have been really busy,, i'll update again real soon

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CHAPTER THREE.

"Damien." I whispered. "What the hell are you doing here?" I said stronger regaining my speech and standing up forgetting about James.

"I came to see if we could get back together honey buns." He slurred. Great he was drunk.

"We will never get back together not after what you did to me." I snapped.

"I've said sorry a million times, what more can I do." He said grabbing my hips.

"Stay out of my life; I finally got over what happened and you come back into my life." I shouted, pushing his hands off me.

"Ally-" he started but I cut him of.

"Don't call me that EVER again. Get out of my house NOW!" I hissed.

"Come on babe I thought we could have some fun like old times." He smirked.

"DAMIEN! Get the fuck out before I beat the crap out of you." A voice said strongly. I twisted around to see a very angry Ryan and James. Anger pulsed through they're eyes.

Damien laughed sarcastically, wrong move.

James punched him hard in the jaw and Damien bolted down the stairs and out the door. Ryan wrapped his arms around me as I wiped away my tears.

"Shh don't worry ally that fucker isn't coming back" Ryan whispered

into my ear, I heard a nervous cough. James shit I forgot about him

even though he punched Dee in the jaw I saw was just standing there

fidgeting with his hands that were now bleeding slightly to add to his

fresh cut from before.

"Uhmm if you don't mind me asking who was that kid?"

I heard Ryan cuss under his breath.

"I've known you my whole life and I have never seen him before."

I looked at Ryan and he nodded.

"That was Dee." I winced at his name.

"What happened between uses?" he asked sitting next to me, relaxing a little.

"That week in summer I went to stay with aunt georgie." I started. I breathed in harshly and started the story.

"I went out to a party that Josh, aunt georgie's son had told me about, some guy called Dylan was hosting it." Ryan let go of me and let me go on.

~flashback~

I was excited about this party josh had told me about. I had been stuck in this house all week, not that I don't love my aunt but I was bored and couldn't wait to go back home. I straightened my hair. So it was dead straight and swiped my side fringe over. I pulled on my tight strapless black dress that came to my mid thigh. Put on a thick line of black eyeliner and added mascara. Highlighting my piercing blue eyes. The dress was gorgeous and hugged me in all the right places. I pulled on a pair of black silver studded high heels. Popped $50 in my black strapless bra and put my phone in a pocket that was on the inside of the dress. Handy.

I heard a car horn.

"By aunt gee." I yelled hastily rushing out the door.

I closed the door and walked over to Josh's Mercedes. I slid in the side.

"You look good" josh said with a sweet smile.

I took in what he was wearing, a red V neck that fit his body perfectly and black skinnys. His black hair short and spiky his brown eyes sparkling.

"Thank you, you look good too" I stated smiling.

We pulled into a driveway which led up to a massive house. It was beautiful. I jumped out of the car and slammed the door. Josh grabbed my wrist pulling me towards the house and locking his car at the same time.

"Come on I want to introduce you to my friends Alex." He whispered.

We walked inside the music was blaring out the speakers and bodies dancing and grinding everywhere. He pulled me into the kitchen and handed me a cruiser. I took it willingly opened up the top and took a gulp. The cool alcohol sliding down the back of my throat.

"Alex!" josh yelled over the music he waved me over to the were he was standing next to 2 guys. I walked over.

"Alex, this is Damien" he said pointing to a gorgeous guy with black short hair. His bright green eyes rolling over my body. He was tall and muscular. He was wearing a black Metallica shirt that was baggy but tight, and baggy black jeans.

"Hey." He said smirking. Shit I think he saw me checking him out.

"Hi" I said smiling back.

"And this is Izack." He said pointing to a shorter guy that had long brown hair and brown eyes he looked scrawny he was skinny and didn't have much muscle he looked like he didn't belong.

"Hey" I said smiling at him.

"h-hey" he stuttered and mumbled.

"Well I'm off to dance ally, see ya" josh yelled and stalked of to the lounge room.

A couple of hours later I was drunk. I only had 5 drinks but I got drunk really easily. I hadn't seen Josh for about 3 hours. Probably making out with some girl. I smiled happy for him.

"Ally." Damien said sitting down next to me. I was sitting on a bed in I think the host Dylan's room.

"Heyy Dee." I slurred. His eyes widened and a smirk played across his full lips. Before I knew it his lips were smashing down on mine. I tried pushing him of but he hit me on the head with something. And I was surrounded by darkness.

~flashback end~

I saw James' eyes glaze over with anger again as I explained.

"I woke up the next morning in my aunts house on my bed, he had a knew were Josh kept the key. I started to stretch and there was a not taped to my forehead". We all gulped in air.

"It said 'I'm glad I was your first - Dee'. I said a tear sliding down my cheek. I harshly sucked in air.

"He r-raped me while I was unconscious and the only one that knew was Ryan." I said shakily.

"That was last year, when you came back from there. I knew something happened but I thought in time you'd tell me. I cant believe someone could do that to you." He said hugging me tightly.

Ryan stiffened he still didn't like guys touching me. Still in my hug I looked at Ryan and mouthed 'Its okay Ry'. He smiled a little and I saw him relax. I unwrapped my arms from James body and instantly missed the heat. I wanted to be back in his arms against his chest. I wanted him.

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