House of Cards |Park Jimin BTS|

Chapter 15

I sigh and turn over again. I kept replaying Mun's words in my head. "You feel all warm and fuzzy." I sigh quietly and stare at the ceiling. "Do I like him...?" I ask myself quietly. I shake my head. "Ani! I can't. I won't." I say. I turn over and stare at the wall. "But sometimes you can't fight the feelings." I whisper to myself. "But I have to!" I say. I sigh again. I'm having an argument with myself. I sit up and grab my phone. I open the messages and tap the line of messages I've exchanged with Jimin. I tap the bubble and the keyboard comes up. I stare at it for a minute. While trying to figure out what I should send I get a request for a video call from Jin. I answer it. "I can't sleep." He says pouting a little bit. "Neither can I." I say sitting back. "I don't know why though. I can always go to sleep really quickly." He says. "Mianhae." I say. "I was just staring at my wall. I was bored to so I called you." He says. "But what would you have done if I was asleep?" I ask. "I knew you would've stayed awake with me." He says. "And why's that?" I ask. "Because, I'm your brother and you love me." He says smiling widely. "Yeah. Whatever." I say. He gasps dramatically. "Are you saying you don't love me?" He asks.

I giggle. "Ani! I'm not saying that." I say. He laughs. "Me and you need to go and do something together. Just us." He says. I smile a little. "I want to. But I have to work a lot this week." I say. "Ani. You don't Your not working there anymore."He says. "Wae?!" I ask. "That man is rude and you deserve a job that pays you well for what you do." He says. "Jin. I can't find another job." I say. "Then that's what we'll do tomorrow." He says. "I wanted you to be treated well." He says. I smile a little bit. "Alright." I say. He smiles. "So did you have fun tonight?" He asks. I nod. "Ne." I say. He nods. "Good." He says. "Jimin put your painting in a frame. When we got home." He says. "Jinja?" I ask. He nods and stands up. He walks over to where it was and shows it to me. I smile. "He said this was his favorite gift." He says putting the camera back on him. I nod. "He told me that." I say. "I'm hungry...." He says. "Me too..." I say giggling a little bit. I stand up and walk out of the room quietly. I walk into the kitchen. I set my phone down on the counter.

I look around for something to eat. "This house is creepy at night." I say quietly. He laughs a little bit. I keep looking. I finally find something. "Yes Finally." I say and put it down on the counter beside my phone. I grab it and my phone and sit at the table. I set my phone up against the centerpiece. I sit there waiting for him to come back to his phone. I stay quiet and think. In just a matter of a couple of weeks. I've already found my family, Formed a great relationship with one of my older brothers, made new friends, and tomorrow I'm get a new job. Things are really starting to look up for me. I smile a little bit. "Okay I'm back." He says. I jump a little bit. I was lost in my thoughts and his voice scared me. He laughs. I laugh a little bit. "What were you thinking about?" He asks. I shrug. "Just things." I say. "You know, It's never really good when people answer with that." He says. "I was thinking about everything that's happened the past few weeks." I say. He nods.

"Eommaya!" Jin says jumping a bit. "What?" I ask. Jimin walks into the view of the camera. I giggle. "He scared me." Jin says. "Come on. He's not that scary." I say. "He is when it's dark!" Jin says. "Why are you guys up?" Jimin asks sitting next to Jin. "We couldn't sleep." Jin says. "I was thinking to much about something." I say. He nods. "What are you doing up?" Jin asks him. "I woke up and came here because I heard you talking. I wanted to come and make sure you haven't lost your mind." He says. I giggle a little bit. "He doesn't have much of a mind to lose." I say. "Hey!!" Jin says. I giggle. We sit there in an Awkward silence for a few minutes. It was partly my fault because I started thinking about what Mun said and How I felt. "Umm, Su Jin?" Jin asks. "What?" I ask looking back at him. "Gwenchanayo?" He asks. I nod. "Just thinking." I say. He nods.

"I'm going to go back to sleep." Jimin says standing up. "Goodnight!" I say. "Goodnight." He says. He walks out of the room. "We need to try to sleep too." Jin says. "Waeee?" I ask. "Because we need to at least try." He says. I sigh. "Fine." I say. "Goodnight, Saranghae." He says. I smile. "Goodnight." I say. "Saranghae!" I say. He smiles a little bit and ends the call. I stand up and stretch a little bit. I pick up my phone and push the chair back up. I hurry back to the bedroom. I turn on the lamp. It dimly lit up the room. I smile and put my phone down on the desk. I sit in the desk chair and open one of the drawers. There was a stack of paintings and drawings that I did a while ago. "Uwa.... They kept all of these?" I ask myself quietly. I take the stack out of the drawer and put it on the desk in front of me. It was a thick stack. I pick up the one on the top of the stack. I look at it and smile. This one was fun to draw. I sit it on the table beside the stack. I pick up another one. This one was harder to do.

I look through half of the paintings and drawings before deciding to paint something new. I put the stack back into the drawer. I get my paint and paintbrushes. I start painting and continue without really knowing what I was painting.

~Later~

I finish it and step back to look at what I had painted. I smile a little bit. "I like it." I say. I put my paint tray down. I look at the time. "I need to sleep..." I say and quickly turn off the light. I get in the bed and lay there for a few minutes before slowly drifting off to sleep.