House of Cards |Park Jimin BTS|

Chapter 54

"Hey! You're going too fast!" Taehyung yells. I stop myself. Jungkook takes another step forward and gets pulled back, since he was still holding on to my hand. He slowly turns to look at me as he grabs his shoulder with his other hand. "I'm sorry!" I say holding in my laughter. "I should have warned you." I say. He lets go of my hand for a minute to stretch his arm. The others catch up to us. And we walk to the Entrance.

We paid for everyone and got our wristbands. Then we walked through and stopped to figure out where everything was. The first place on the map that I looked for was all the places with food. "Food!" Jin says happily pointing to the map. I giggle. "I was looking for food too." I say. Namjoon shakes his head, laughing a little bit. "I swear you two are so alike it's weird." He says. I giggle. After figuring out how to get to all the rides and stuff, I look around at everything and everyone. "Where to first?" Jia asks. Jungkook looks around and then points to a ride. "That one!" He says. "Alright! Lets go then!" She says. We all walk towards it.

"I'll... I'll pass." Mun says. "Yeah, Me too." I say. Jungkook looks at me. "Please, Noona?" He asks. I stare at him for second. "Aish.... Okay." I say. He smiles happily. "Count me out." Hobi says. "I'll stay back and watch over these two." Yoongi says. Namjoon nods. "Alright, Who sits with who?" He asks. I look around. "I'll sit with you." Jungkook says. I nod. Bomi sits with Jin, Taehyung with Jimin, and Jia with Namjoon. We all get into some seats on the ride and do as we're told. Jungkook smiles brightly at me. "You are the cutest person ever." I say giggling a little bit.

~Later~

We had rode a few more rides, and we were hungry. We find a place to get food, with tables nearby. We all quickly order our food and sit down at one of the tables. Jimin sits next to me. He sits there for a minute. "This brings back a lot....." He says. I stop eating for just a second to think. "It does...." I say. I go back to eating, and can't help to smile to myself. "Aww, she's blushing!" Jia says. I shrug a bit. "Maybe I am." I say. They all look at me surprised. "What?" I ask. "You....You actually admitted it! I was expecting you to yell at me!" Jia says. I giggle a little bit. "What's the point of trying to hide it Anymore?" I ask. She shrugs. Mun stares at me with the happiest expression on her face. "You're finally starting to accept your feelings!!" She says happily. I giggle and shake my head.

After we all ate we just sat there and talked for a little while. Jin got up to go get something else, and we were still talking. "Hey!" He calls out. He stays silent for a minute. "Snowdrop!!" He yells. I turn to look at him. He walks back to the table. "What?" I ask, a little confused. He laughs a little bit. "I.... I kind of forgot your name.... So I just yelled the first thing that came to my mind." He says. I nod a little bit. "Wait..... You forgot my Name?!" I ask. He nods. "Worst Brother Ever." Yoongi mumbles. "How did you forget my name?! It sounds almost exactly like yours!!" I yell. "Ahhh!!! It's not my fault!! I'm old!" He yells back. I burst into a fit of giggles, at what he said. He stares at me, before joining me in laughing. After I calm myself from laughing so hard. I think about it for a minute. "That's actually a pretty good nickname....." I say. "You can call me that from now, Instead of having to call me by my name!" I say. He thinks about it and nods. "I like it." He says. I smile. "Snowdrop is also a flower." Namjoon says. "Which just makes it an ever cuter nickname." He says. I nod.

After a few more minutes of talking, we all stand up and get ready to go do other stuff. Jimin grabs my hand and pulls me away from the group, "Hey Guys, We're going to go look around and do stuff together." He says. "Alright. Don't do anything stupid." Jin says. "I can't make any promises." I say. He laughs a bit. "You know what I meant." He says. I giggle and nod a little bit. They walk off, and he leads me the opposite way. It seems like all the couples separated from the group, because Jia and Hobi walked off, and so did Mun and Tae. I shrug a bit. We walk in a comfortable silence, until I decided to break it. "Do you want to ride something?" I ask. He shrugs. "Not unless you want to." He says. I smile a bit and start walking faster, pulling him behind me.

~Later~

After we did a few things, I started to ignore the fact that he'd be leaving soon and just started to have fun. I let my Childish side come out, in front of him for the first time. And He just acted childish with me. I walk with him, holding his hand. "I really like this side of you." He says. "I've never smiled so much in one day." I say, giggling. He laughs. "Well you should start smiling like that more often." He says. I rest my head on his shoulder. "Life isn't always that bad....If you just look at the positive side of things....They overrule the negative." He says. I take in a deep breath in, thinking over his words. He has a point. "I understand your point..... But I've always thought, 'If I always expect the worse Bad things won't happen to me.' Though I agree now that it was a stupid thing to think." I say. He stays silent. "But, My whole life, everything has always gone wrong..... So I gave up." I say. He continues to stay silent.

"Every time something starts to go right...... Something else happens and ruins it. It's like a House of Cards..... Just because the top is fine doesn't mean that the bottom is too. One wrong move and the whole thing can come crashing back down, and then it's the way it was before.... Destroyed." I say. "And it'll keep falling over and over until you can build a strong bottom." I say. "And you can't do that without a straight surface to begin building." He says. He stops walking and turns his head to look at me. "I can be that surface for you....." He says quietly. I stare at him, my eyes beginning to fill with tears. I hug him as tight as I possibly can. He hugs me back, almost as tight. He's changed my life, He loves me and I know he does. He taught me how to love other people again, and I'm so glad I met him. "W-Wǒ ài nǐ..... {I love you.}" I say quietly. "Wǒ yě ài nǐ. {I love you, too.}" He replies. I pull away from the hug. "I'll always be here for you, whenever you need me....." He says. "I can be the surface you need to rebuild yourself." He says. "But that's only if you let me in a little deeper...." He says. I stay silent. I can trust him, I know I can. He made me a promise. I look down at my ring. I look back at him. "I-I'm still working on that...." I say quietly. "I know that, But I'll be here, No matter how long it takes before you're ready..... I'll still be here." He says. I smile a bit and hug him again.

He hugs back. We stand there for a few minutes in a comfortable silence. I let go of him. "We should find the others." I say taking his hand. I start to walk away. "In a minute." He says, turning me back around. He pulls me back to him, and before I can question what he's doing, he kisses me. I feel my face getting hot. He's always catching me off guard with this.....But I like it. I kiss him back, ignoring the rest of the world for the next few seconds. I pull away from him. "Okay now we can go." He says. I giggle a little bit. He smiles. We start walking back to where we ate.

After walking for a little while we get back. The others were still gone. I sit on one of the tables.

~Later~

Everyone got back and we all talked for a little while. Then we decided it was time to leave. I hug Jin tightly. "Saranghae, Oppa." I say quietly. This is the last time we get to see them until we go to tell them goodbye at the Airport. They'll be busy all this week while getting ready to leave. He smiles. "Saranghae." He says. I let go of him. "Don't stress too much this week okay?" I ask. He nods. "Alright." He says. He lets me go and gets into their vehicle. I hug Jimin next. He hugs me back. "The same goes for you." I say. He smiles. "I won't. I promise." He says. I smile. I'm really going to miss these idiots. I give him a kiss before pulling out of the hug. He gets into the vehicle as well. I hug Jungkook last, He hugs me back. I don't even have to say much.... I'm sure the sincerity in my hug will let him know what I wanted to say. He pulls away from me and gets in their car. Mun and I walk back to her car. "Today was fun." She says. I nod. "It was." I say.

She starts the car and pulls out of the parking lot. I sit back as she drives home. "You know. I'm really glad you forced me to go to that concert with you...." I say. She smiles. "I am too.... It seems like you've finally found the one thing in life that makes you happy....." I smile and look out the window.