My Beautiful Mistake (UNDER EDITING)

Chat with Robert

I woke up in the morning and me and Nathaniel had breakfast with Lou and Haz. I remembered I have to get to school early because I had to go talk to Robert. I asked Lou if he could pick me up from the school today as I couldn't be bothered to take the car to school it's dirty so he agreed and he said he would pick me up in his Ferrari.

I got into school and went into Roberts classroom he was wearing a suit today. Okay, trying to impress me, or he's got a meeting. I walked up to Roberts desk. "Robert" he looked up and smiled. "You look a lot more awake today I'm guessing you went and got some sleep?" he nodded at me. "Can I please explain." I nodded and held up 5 fingers telling him he had 5 minutes.

"Okay Amber, I should have believed you I went out to get some roses and the man in the store really pissed me off so when I came back and saw you and Louis kissing I flipped. Because... well because I don't want to lose you, and I really messed that up. Please take me back." I stood there staring at his eyes. He leaned forward and kissed me, I didn't kiss him back at first but then he slid his tongue in my mouth and then I kissed back. I forgive him I'm not gonna move away from Lou for him though, Lou has been there for me so I need to stay by his side like he has for me. We pulled the kiss apart when the head teacher walked in. Shit!

"Mr Downey my office now! You Miss?" I looked at him and a lump was in my throat. "Green. Amber Green sir." he looked furious and Mr Downey walked to the office, the walk of shame. "Miss Green he will no longer be teaching any classes and you are not allowed near eachother on school premises, outside of school is not what I say you can do, I will be informing your parents of this." I gulped. "T-they already know they are fine with it."

-Roberts p.o.v-

I walked away from my classroom, he's probably gonna call the police on me. to be honest I am crapping myself.

I sat down in his office and 5 minutes later the head teacher came back in(I haven't thought of a name for him yet) "Mr Downey you are no longer going to be teaching her classes. In fact your no longer going to be allowed to teach in this school anymore, I don't want you to be getting in to relationships with our students. You can write her a letter but then you have to collect your things and leave. I'm sorry but this has to be done." I was so distraught at that moment, why did I kiss her in school, Im not going to see her at graduation now unless they will give me my job back but I highly doubt that. I decided I had to write her a letter, one good thing is that the head teacher doesn't know that we have eachothers phone numbers so that's something good I guess.

-Amber P.O.V-

By lunch time I was a bit distraught and I thought to myself that its all my fault that Mr Downey has probably lost his job. I had to text Louis. <Lou I need you to pick me up now.. I cant take another second in this school..x> <What's up Amber? But I cant pick you up at lunch time I don't want to take away your education love. Just go for the last hour and I will pick you up after school and I will take you for dinner and you can explain then If you want?> <Okay Lou thanks> <Welcome x>

I went into drama lesson five and sat at my usual desk with Nathaniel Jamie and Samantha. Everything was going okay until the supply teacher, my only other teacher im friendly with, Mr Smith, bought me a letter. "Hey Amber can I talk to you outside please?" I nodded at him and walked outside and leaned against the wall. "I know about you and Robert, Im sorry but hes been sacked, he asked me to give you this letter." Mr Smith went to walk back inside but I didn't want him too. "Wait Mr Smith, don't go in stay out here while I read the letter." He nodded and we sat on the floor I sat with him and read the letter out loud.

Dear Amber,

I am sorry, I was a jerk, if I didn't have those feelings for you then none of this wouldn't have happened and you wouldn't be in trouble and I wouldn't have lost my job. Im sorry that I caused all this, just remember you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, I need you to find someone your own age and please don't make the same mistake I did, and that is to fall in love with someone you know that you shouldn't. Another way we could have stopped this from happening is if I believed you when you was playing 21 dares the other day, I am going to miss you and im sorry that I caused all this, Here is my promise that I wont come back into your life and mess things up, if I do come back into your life then I wont mess things up, the promise is the picture of me and you on the beach on our 3 month anniversary, I love you and im truly sorry, I hope that Louis takes good care of you cause you deserve it, don't be distraught I need you to stay happy, you still have my number if you really need to talk to me then please feel free too.

Love you so much, lots of kisses and cuddles

from Robert. xxx

Okay I really messed things up, Mr Smith saw that I was crying and pulled me in for a hug. "I cant believe I messed things up, if I didn't play 21 dares this wouldn't have happened and we would still be together, or if I didn't come to this school in the first place I wouldn't have fell in love with him." Mr Smith released his grip from me. "But aren't you glad you did come here, if you didn't you never would have met me, and you wouldn't live with 2/5 of the one direction boys, you wouldn't have met Robert, you wouldn't have met Nathaniel, Jamie, Samantha or Jessica. Just think about it you have made a lot of friends and if you didn't come here you wouldn't know us" I smiled at him and hugged him tighter, we sat outside the classroom talking all lesson, when the bell went signalling the end of the day the class ran out of the door past me and Mr Smith and walked out of the school. I texted Louis. <Hey boobear, could you meet me at the entrance of the school, I don't want to walk to the car looking like this on my own> <Yeah sure, I may get trampled by fans but anything for you x> <Cheers Boobear text me when your at the doors> 5 minutes late I got a text from him <Im at the doors love x> I stood up and hugged Mr Smith and walked out of the school doors to see Louis being harassed by fans I had to shout at them. "WOULD YOU LEAVE LOU ALONE HES TRYING TO PICK ME UP NOT HAVE YOU GUYS HARRASSING HIM WOULD YOU ALL GO AWAY NOW!!" Everyone moved back giving Lou some space to move. I grabbed Louis hand and walked back to his red car and we both got in and drove to his flat because I told him I wasn't in the mood for dinner.

As soon as I got in I went up to Lou's room and sat on his bed tracing my finger over the words on  the letter from Robert where he was clearly pressing the pen down hard because he was angry at himself, he has a thing about being angry at himself when he has done nothing wrong. My tears dropped from my face onto the letter smudging the ink, I looked at my phone and the home screen was a picture of me and Robert, I threw it at the wall causing it to smash the screen, shit! Matt is going to hate me. I needed to sleep so I laid down on Louis bed and cried myself to sleep.

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This chapter was really depressing to write guys but don't worry this is just some more drama she does get Robert back

YEah some messed up chapter I am sorry it is quite a bad chapter but don't worry it will get better, sorry to say this book is comeing to an end but there will be a sequel and I will let you know nearer the end when its up :)

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