Throughout the day I couldn't be bothered to concentrate in class. I couldn't stop asking the same question over and over again in my mind.
Am I attracted to another teacher?
No, I can't be.
"You alright?" Sarah asked as we were walking out of class.
"Um yeah I'm just tired," I replied.
I wasn't lying, I really was but that's not the whole truth. I'm not going to talk to Sarah about this yet.
I arrived home, did some homework and went to bed later that night.
***
It's been a couple of weeks now and our Christmas holidays are coming up soon.
Everyday I wake up feeling like shit. It's either because the fact that school is getting harder or that my emotions are everywhere.
"Oh god," I said to myself. I checked my timetable and I had double maths. Why?! Does school have to be this cruel?!
I made my way over to maths alone. I didn't want to be bothered by anyone otherwise I'd probably snap at them.
It was only 8:15 and reg didn't start for another twenty five minutes. Aw well.
I sat down on the ground and put my earphones in leaning my head against the wall. I was getting lost in the music when I heard a door open.
"You're in early Leah?" I'd know that London accent from anywhere.
"Hey Springer!" I said getting up. "I know it's early but I didn't know where else to go."
"Do you wanna come into my room?" He asked. I nodded thanks and went in.
"So double maths later! Such fun!" I said sarcastically.
"Oh give it a chance!" He said laughing.
"I've been at this school for five years hoping it would get better and guess what no it hasn't!" I said.
He shook his head and laughed.
"So there's no way I'm giving it a chance, Springer," I finished.
We carried on chatting until he had to ask one question I most certainly did not want to answer!
"Are you ok, Leah? You don't really seem yourself," he asked looking concerned.
I hung my head and sighed.
"Nothing's wrong, at least I think so?"i said then questioning myself.
"You can talk to me anytime you want. You know that right?" He said.
"Course I know that Springer," I smiled. I loved the friendship we had with each other. Yes I could tell him anything but this time I couldn't, it would cause a bit of trouble.
"Here I meant to say to you, there's a trip to Hadrians Wall in Newcastle in June, do you fancy coming along?" Springer asked with hope in his eyes.
I smiled then nodded.
"Yeah sounds brilliant!," I replied. He handed me a note giving me details about the trip. It did look pretty good. I'm definitely going on it!
The bell suddenly went.
"I'll see you soon Springer!" I shouted.
"See you soon!" He called back. I smiled then headed off.
***
It was break and Sarah and I decided to head to the canteen. In case you've been wondering, yes I have been avoiding Olly. I know I shouldn't but I just can't face him right now. Especially since he can read me like a book and would know if something was up.
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I Fell In Love With My Teacher
Roman d'amourLeah thought that Year 12 was just another ordinary year, she was wrong. The new teacher Dr Morrison, who just so happens to be her English teacher, catches her eye. Will she develop feelings for him? Does he like her back?