Why Me? (A Phan Fiction)//COMPLETED

Chapter 15

We ate the pizza in silence. After I ate, I got up and walked to the bathroom. I took my clothes off and turned the water on. I looked at myself in the mirror. I'm so ugly...

I counted all of my flaws.

Ugly, fat, disgusting, hetero, breeder, stupid...

The list went on and on.

I hopped into the shower and saw my blade. I grabbed it and held it against my wrist. I put pressure on it and said quietly, "no. I'm fine. Really..."

I dragged the blade across my wrist and watched as the red liquid came pouring out. I watched it carefully and then did another one. Then another. And another.

By now I had 15 cuts on each of my wrists and 3 on each of my thighs. I cleaned myself up and washed my hair.

I hopped out of the shower and put my plain black pjs on. I walked into my room and sat on my bed. I looked at my wrists and sighed. I pulled the sleeve back down as I heard a soft knock on my door.

"Hey," Dan said.

"Hi."

"I have someone I want you to meet."

I got up and walked downstairs. In the kitchen, I saw a boy. But, not just any boy...it was that lame kid. What's his name again? Jacob Saggitarious? Oh wait, no. Jacob Sartorius.

Ugh. I hate this kid. He's such a fuckboy...

"Hi," he said smiling.

I waved and looked at Phil confused.

"He came to stay for a little while," Phil explained.

"He's going to be sleeping in your room."

"Then...where will I sleep?" I asked.

"In your room. Obviously," Dan said.

I widened my eyes.

This can't happen again...

"So, can you show me your room?" Jacob Fuckboyus asked.

I nodded and he followed me to my room.

This is not going to be fun.

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HAAIIII! Su there's this chapter. There's a plot twist in the next, actually. You'll probably be expecting it though. As you can see, I wrote that Jacob is a fuckboy. I have so much respect for him, even though I don't listen to his music.

His music isn't my taste

ANYWAY

This is not to offend Jacob or any of his fans. It's just a book. Not a dick. Don't take it so hard XD

ANYWAY

I'll fly with you later, my unicorns 🦄