Why Me? (A Phan Fiction)//COMPLETED

Chapter 18

I sat in my bedroom. Alone at last...

I looked under my bed to see the box. I took the box out and grabbed the sharpest razor in the collection.

Trigger Warning!

I walked into my bathroom and locked the door. I sat on the counter and pulled my sleeve up. I pressed the blade against my wrist and drug it across as hard as I could. I winced but watched the blood carefully.

I stared at the pretty but scary color for a while until I decided to cut some more. So I did, I drug the blade even harder this time.

I yelped but did it again. And again.

A few moments later, I had cuts all the way up to my shoulders, cuts all on my legs, cuts on my stomach, and cuts on my back.

TW(D) OVER

I cleaned up as fast as I could when I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. I ran back into my room and layed on my bed.

Phil opened the door.

"You okay?" He asked.

I nodded.

"I thought I heard a yelp...."

I shook my head.

"It was probably your," I said.

I put my hands up and did a curve in the shape of a rainbow.

"IIIMMAAAGGIINNAATTIOOONNN."

He laughed.

"I just wanted to see if something was wrong..." he sighed.

"What did you do?" I asked him.

"When?"

"The day Jacob came," I said.

He blushed.

"TEEELLL MEEEEE!!!" I begged.

"Nuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!"

"YEEEESSSSHHHHHH!!!!!!"

He shook his head.

"Please phillo?"

He sighed.

"Fiiine..." he groaned.

"YAY!"

"I...ah....hehe....kind of...had.... I had um....s-sex....with....with Dan..."

"YOU DID!?"

He put a hand over my mouth.

"Shh!"

"Sorry..." I mumbled with his hand still over my mouth.

He pulled his hand away and I smiled.

"You're not a viiirrrgggiiinnnnn!!!" I laughed.

He rolled his eyes.

"Supper will be ready in a few minutes," he said.

Phil kissed my forehead and walked out.

I opened my window and jumped into the tree next to me. I climbed down and ran to the garage. I grabbed my skateboard and skated to the skate park.

I skated for a while until I got a text from dan.

Daniiieeeelll: where are you?

Ashley: on earth.

Daniiieeeelll: where on earth?

Ashley: on the ground

Daniiieeeelll: where on the ground?

Ashley: the earths ground.

Daniiieeeelll: where on earths ground?

Ashley: you won't believe me when I tell you

Daniiieeeelll: where!?

Ashley: the green ground.

I laughed.

I then got a text that I really didn't want from dan.

Daniiieeeelll: when you get home you're grounded.

Ashley: seriously?

Daniiieeeelll: yep. Come home now.

I rolled my eyes and skated home.