Why Me? (A Phan Fiction)//COMPLETED

Chapter 19

Two days later....

I walked into the gym to see Ian, pacing back and forth.

"Hey, Ian," I smile.

"Listen, Ashley..." he says.

"Is everything okay?" I ask.

"I can't do this anymore...." he says.

"W-what?" I ask, feeling all the color drain from my body.

"Well," he says.

"God says all straight people are heteros, and they should burn in hell."

I stare at him in complete shock.

"My brother found out, Ashley," he says.

"And he threatened to tell my dad if I don't do this."

"Okay....I guess...." I say.

We stare at the ground in silence.

"C-can I at least have one last kiss goodbye?" I ask, breaking the silence.

"Ashley, I can't-"

"Please," I beg.

"I probably won't ever kiss a guy again."

"Fine..." he sighs.

He leans in, and we kiss.

"Got ya!" I hear a familiar voice say.

I whip my head around to see Grace, Giselle, and Jessie glaring at me.

"We caught you!" Jessie screams.

"G-get away from me!" Ian says to me, backing away.

"Ian?"

"I swear I was just trying to be nice to her...." he scoffs.

"That's the thing, Ian," Grace says.

"You can't be nice to heteros."

"I wish I never met you," Ian says.

"I hate you Ashley!"

"Grab her!" Giselle yells.

And within seconds, I'm running for my life, trying to run home.

I run through the high school gym, when someone stops me. I realize it's Ian's brother.

"Well, well, well, isn't it the little hetero that decided to touch my brother?" He says.

"H-he wanted me to," I yell.

"No he didn't!" He snaps.

"Smear the queer!" Giselle yells.

Everyone starts chanting, Smear the queer....as Ian's brother pushes me down.

Everyone starts kicking me. Grace bends down and pulls the cap off of a marker.

"Do us all a favor," she says.

"Go kill your self."

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I slam my bedroom door shut and lay on my bed.

That's when I hear voices in my head.

Do us all a favor, go kill your self.

You don't deserve to live.

No one cares about you.

Ian used you.

Go kill yourself now!

I grab my phone and look at facebook.

I see comments from Ian.

Go kill your self, assley.

I'm defriending you.

I wish you would die.

I cry and run to the bathroom.

This will be the last time I'll be in here, crying.

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Guys, this was so painful to write. I started crying about halfway through and I'm still crying. This happens to real people. I hate what the world has become. The next chapter will be about 10 times as painful. We are near the end, guys. I've enjoyed writing this book, I really have. But it has to come to an end.