Why Me? (A Phan Fiction)//COMPLETED

Chapter 12

"Are you depressed?" Dan asked.

I shook my head no even though I knew I was.

"Are you suicidal?"

I hesitated but shook my head no even though I was.

"Are you anorexic?" Phil asked.

I looked at my arms and shrugged.

"May I see your arms?" Dan asked.

I shook my head no.

"Please?"

"...fine..."

He pulled up my sleeves and I looked away.

"It looks to me like you're suicidal," he said looking at my arms.

"They're old cuts..." I mumbled.

They honestly were. I haven't cut since I met Kara which was two months ago.

"It looks like you have anorexia..."

"It isn't my fault," I lied.

"I have a disease and can't eat much."

It is my fault. I starve myself.

"Okay..."

"And finally," Phil said.

"Do you have anxiety?"

I nodded slowly.

"I get nervous around new people..."

"But we are new people," Dan said.

"Not to me. I watch you guys on YouTube. "

They nodded.

"Okay," Dan said.

They let me go up to my room. I ran back upstairs and shut my door.

I grabbed my phone and went to twitter.

I tweeted:

Anyone want coffee? I'm bored. XD

I immediately got a bunch of comments.

I read each one of them.

Phanofthephandom: like anyone would drink coffee with you 🖕🏼😑

danisonfire: sure. As long as I get to give you some bleach afterward XD

Philismybabydaddy: ew. No. you're fucking stupid to think ANYONE would drink coffee with a freak like you -_-

philpaianddanpai: sure. I guess it'd be fun.

I smiled at the last one. But I was upset about the rest of them.

I put my phone down and sighed. I thought about Kara and began crying.

I can't believe she's gone...

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I know it's short but the next chapter is probably super long but I'm not sure. Soooo yeh.