All I See Is Red (TW/ TVD)

Part 4

Damon jumps off my car and walks up to me. He better not of scratched or dinted my baby, no body hurts my baby.
"Well what are you waiting for?" He said gesturing at the blood. "Soon you won't be able to get enough of it." That's exactly what I was afraid of, I don't want to go into a frenzy each time I saw blood.
I slowly kneel down to the man bleeding out, struggling to hold onto life. I saw the look in his eyes, the look of fear. He knew he was going to die. I move my eyes down to look at the blood. The scariest thing was I didn't even realise I was doing it and before I knew it, I'm bending down biting his neck. As soon as I tasted it, I couldn't get enough. Damon was right.
I suddenly fell a burning sensation in my gums and pull back. I move my hands to my mouth and feel two long pointy teeth, I had fangs. There was no turning back now, I was a vampire.
I look back down to the body that I just drain the life from. I stepped back from the body, I just did that, I just killed someone and the worst part was I enjoyed it. "No, no, no. I couldn't of-" I kept walking back until I was backed up to the jeep. "I-I just killed him." I was frozen with fear of what I just done, I couldn't think, I couldn't move, I couldn't do anything.
"If it makes you feel better, he was going to die anyway." Damon said.
Then something inside me snaps and all I feel is rage towards Damon. "Why did you do that, I was going to let myself die!" I yelled pushing Damon.
"You would have killed eventually, just think one less punk on the streets, you probably just saved an elderly women's bag from being stolen." Damon said mockingly, not caring about the situation at hand.
Its official, I hate this guy. I walk past giving him a nudge making sure he felt it, then going to my jeep.
"Wait." Damon said walking around to the driver side and handing me a ring. "You're going to be needing this if you don't want to go up in flames each time you go into the sun light." Then just like that, he sped off into the darkness.
I slide the ring on my finger and just look at it for a couple of seconds. It certainly wasn't the prettiest ring, but I guess if it keeps me from bursting into flames then I can put up with it.
I drive onto the road and head back home, all I need is a long shower and sleep. I lean over and turn on the radio but immediately regret it as it felt like my head was going to explode. I quickly reach to turn it down. I look back to the radio and see the volumes only up to 3 and its still loud. I sigh as I realise the school bell is just about going to kill me, how does Scott put up with it.

I finally make it home. Dads not home, so his still at work; good, the last thing I want is to hurt my own father. I make my way up to the door and open it. But instead of walking I find my self on the ground. "What?" I say to myself, what just happened. I try again, start off walking and then bam! On the ground again. I slowly stand up and move my hand towards the door way. My hands stops when it meets some sort of force field. 'Great, I can't even get into my own house.'
I walked around my house until I see my reflection in the window. I walk up to it and examine my face. Well I still look like me so that's a bonus, but then I became curious to see what I look like when I shift, maybe I won't look so bad, right?
I concentrate on making my face shift, like Scott does. I open my eyes slowly, not sure if I want to actually see the person looking back at me.
My jaw drops. I can't believe I have fangs, and veins under my bloodshot eyes. I look hideous. I don't want anybody to see me like this, ever. I quickly make myself shift back to normal, I couldn't stand to see myself like that.
I was indeed a monster.

I decide to sit around and wait for dad to come home. I'm remember hearing stories about vampires can't enter a house unless invited in by the owner so I'm just going to have to wait for dad. It's not like I can go anywhere else, Scott would immediately know something's off with me and so would Malia, I don't want to wake up Lydia or potentially hurting her. Anyway after dad invites me back into my own house then I would lock myself in my room so I'm no where near him.
(4 hours later)
"Son?" I hear a faint voice but don't think anything of it. "Stiles?!" They suddenly yell. I quickly sit up with wide eyes. I look around until my eyes fall upon a slightly angry face.
"Dad?" I say whipping my eyes to try and wake up.
"What the hell are you doing sleeping out here?" He questions. I look up to him and gulp. I can hear his heart beating and I can feel my eyes starting to burn which meant I was going to shift. I quickly put my head down so he couldn't see my face.
"I forgot my key?" I say hoping he wouldn't question it.
He rolls his eyes before turning to open the door. "Ahh stiles? it wasn't locked." He said confused. "I don't even want to know, good night stiles." He says walking into the house.
I quickly raced to the door and watched him walk further and further away. "Dad!" I yelled with out thinking.
He turns around and looks at me with a very confused and annoyed face.
"Can you umm, can you invite me in?" I say rubbing the back of my neck. Oh god, I hope he doesn't question this.
"What?" He said tiredly.
"Can you invite me in." I say hoping he doesn't mention any of this to the pack, then they would definitely know something's wrong.
"Come in?" He said looking at me dumbfounded.
I held my breath as I put one foot over. I slightly open my eyes when I see my foot is fully over and there's no barrier stoping me. I can walk into my own house again.
I then race up to my room before I do anything that I would regret later on before Dad could say anything, I bet his extremely confused.
I close my door behind me and lock it, then race to my window and lock it too before flopping on my bed letting out a huge sigh.
"This is going to be interesting." I say to myself thinking about my new life as a vampire.